"I really miss writing...aigoo! its been a couple of days...even if i wanted to write but i cant skip from my hectic paper works,specially the last days of the year last week...need to pass everything before the year ends and the office takes it break for holidays,but i managed to post some of the events, but not that sensible i guess ^^ i was very drained from hectic from work and from events to events of the family...and i promise to write a follow up to catch up on everything but i think i cant ^^ theres been tons of happenings if i were to write everything i guess it will took me couple of days...but even if i didn't write anything, it doesn't mean i never been updated to my fav. blogs update,everyday i always read their post, its kinda irritating, cause i really wanna write something or comment on their post but i cant drag my self on typing, cause i need to read and type my report...so i suited my self on JUST READING everything...but i decided to just take a break for a while,since im almost done with my quarter accounting haha im so excited... ^^ "
everything is in fast motion...the things and stuffs people wanted for themselves and to for their love ones are one by one taken. i was happy from the minute strikes 12 am which tells me its a new year, a new chapter of my life, a new horizon to venture and so much more. its been a good start...even if it means i am so hectic since i got back from the holidays, well, its all worth it... its still not sinking to me... maybe because every week theres a reason to celebrate...last sunday, ive got my hair cut already...ive been wanting this for a very long time,since it grown longer for quite some time...im so happy , i wanted to share some pictures and maybe in the future ill have it here...
yesterday i was bumped into an old pal,a colleague...i dont know whats with the question...HI!HOW ARE YOU?HMMM LET ME GUESS ,DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND? and i naively said, NO I STILL DONT HAVE...i dont know whats with my answer,that after i said it,i was sad inside...haha weird, maybe this is the vulnerability ORANGE just said days ago...maybe my mind is too occupied by work and stuffs like that...the only thing that i have in my mind is the post he wrote...a friend also send me a message,talking about his love-life, i was happy for them,then he ask me again about the relationship thing, haha its making me annoyed at some point...why cant they accept the fact that i dont have a boyfriend yet...i dont take it as a laughingstock when it comes to that matter,i dont feel sultry at all, but i just want them to stop asking nonsense haha maybe they were just concern but i really wanted to stay single for now,maybe in the near future ill accept suitors hahaha kidding! but yeah,im such a busy body...i dont know if i can handle relationships well...since they said there is no formula needed ok i'll take the risk but maybe now is not the right time...for now, the one i was really into is food...food really comforts me...hmmmm i love pizza anyway...
anyways,we all have reasons for everything...i maybe thinking a lot of stuffs lately...for ow,this will do...i'll just post something more reasonable and meaningful the next time my soul touches my keyboard...
i hope by that time, there will still someone who reads and appreciates whats writen,i do also have some things to settle before the week ends...i didnt knew it will be ths tough,though i already prepared for this...haha wanna know what it is?hmmmm, guess until i post next time...^^
anyways,we all have reasons for everything...i maybe thinking a lot of stuffs lately...for ow,this will do...i'll just post something more reasonable and meaningful the next time my soul touches my keyboard...
i hope by that time, there will still someone who reads and appreciates whats writen,i do also have some things to settle before the week ends...i didnt knew it will be ths tough,though i already prepared for this...haha wanna know what it is?hmmmm, guess until i post next time...^^
