HOLY TUESDAY 2011

John 13: 21 - 33, 36 - 38
21	When Jesus had thus spoken, he was troubled in spirit, and testified, "Truly, truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me."
22	The disciples looked at one another, uncertain of whom he spoke.
23	One of his disciples, whom Jesus loved, was lying close to the breast of Jesus;
24	so Simon Peter beckoned to him and said, "Tell us who it is of whom he speaks."
25	So lying thus, close to the breast of Jesus, he said to him, "Lord, who is it?"
26	Jesus answered, "It is he to whom I shall give this morsel when I have dipped it." So when he had dipped the morsel, he gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot.
27	Then after the morsel, Satan entered into him. Jesus said to him, "What you are going to do, do quickly."
28	Now no one at the table knew why he said this to him.
29	Some thought that, because Judas had the money box, Jesus was telling him, "Buy what we need for the feast"; or, that he should give something to the poor.
30	So, after receiving the morsel, he immediately went out; and it was night.
31	When he had gone out, Jesus said, "Now is the Son of man glorified, and in him God is glorified;
32	if God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself, and glorify him at once.
33	Little children, yet a little while I am with you. You will seek me; and as I said to the Jews so now I say to you, `Where I am going you cannot come.'
36	Simon Peter said to him, "Lord, where are you going?" Jesus answered, "Where I am going you cannot follow me now; but you shall follow afterward."
37	Peter said to him, "Lord, why cannot I follow you now? I will lay down my life for you."
38	Jesus answered, "Will you lay down your life for me? Truly, truly, I say to you, the cock will not crow, till you have denied me three times.

This is todays gospel...last sunday, i've gone to church with my family...and this is one of the homily and the reading...last sunday is PALM SUNDAY...today im working...but hopefully tomorrow would be the last working day in the office...lets all spend time to repent...say thank you... reminiscing what God had given to us and to pray...this is one lacking today...the real meaning of HOLY WEEK are shadowed of lots of celbration...not knowing the only celebration should took place is the suffering and Jesus words happenings...


I love this celebration cause its the only way i can approach God,say sorry to Him,talk to Him,say I love you to Him...

Last sunday the priest mention "MY BROTHER HE TOLD HIS FELLOWS
"IF YOU FOLLOW ME THE ROAD WILL NOT BE EASY,THORNS ARE SCATTERED EVERYWHERE, WERE-ELSE IF YOU FOLLOW ME YOU SHOULD CARRY YOUR OWN CROSS AND FOLLOW ME,AND ITS UP TO YOU IF YOU DO THAT " " 
But people did not understand what Jesus really mean by that,instead people crucify themselves during Holy Week,that should not be done...for me what really Jesus meant by that was that we should all be vigilant and took our own responsibility of our own instinct and action we shouls repent for our sins ans let others follow you and realize how great it is to follow God...


The road ahead may not be easy but the price of getting there is worth the burden and heavy...
God love us taht he gave His life so we should be taking that chance to do good not to harm...still it doesnt sinks in to our mind...even me,im a sinner...but i think im making my ways to repent for that sins i've done,start a new life with Him and just wait what God has planned for me ahead...

thank you kuya mike

Its been a while since i posted something about the happenings of my everyday living...but it doesnt mean i skip days on blogs...hahhahahhah its kinda funny because the reason i cant write on my own blog site is that i was reading someones blog...funny thing happened was as im so eager to read the stories on his blog i forgot the time i sleep 2:00 am something last night...I really finish the story...woaaaah! a long story...its all about the brothers... haha i wont tell u about the story...its secret...i search some interesting stories of life...and i was amazed by the author he gives justice to each character...

Way back before...i love to write stories...My fav. reader was my cousin emy...she always gives praise to my work,she correct my mistake and want me to be better more on my good ones...^^ see?...she doesnt want me to stop reaching and aiming to write more valuable ones...

I wish i can write my own story and published it someday...^^ heheheh libre lang nman mangarap diba...(o_O)

back to that blog i've been rading...hahhahahhahah i vant say more all i can say "VERY VERY VERY INTERESTING" people behind that stories...and the people who supports them weow!i think they badly realte...ako rin even though im not like them seems like one of my alter ego connects to them...i can see some parts of my ego to them...

I want to give credits to mike...thank you kuya mike for sharing and letting those people write on your blog...so much fun and so much overwhelmed to know their still people proving "happiness cant be buy and happiness are equal for every one of us...woman...man...gays..and lesbians...God creats every one of us..." 

escape from the brink of loosing

its so cute to see people happily in love...people who is very much love and people veru much in love to their partners.im in the office right now writing about nonsense of my thoughts again hahahahahha
You know the feeling of loneliness?well i can batter described this one...y?cause im all alone...but on the other side i have a loving family... and im contented,but! now i want to have someone to love already and someone who will love me,as for now i am very much love by God...His been so good to me and my family....
right now im so sleepy but i cant sleep haha im in the office i might get fired hahahhaha lolz!i just imagining foods to keep me up till 6 today...haha weow!i remember something! Alaska Aces escape from a defeat of the PBA qf game 1 last night...what a tough night for them...they almost lose the game,but thanks to God they survived in the remaining seconds of the last quarter hahahahaha yepey!im sooooo happy...wish ALASKA will face the TALK n TEXT on finals...cant wait to see....^^ thats for now...

hate scammers

what a day...i finished my papers today...early this morning...and i cant believe what the evidence states...involve talaga ang akala ko that was my friend...but yah,shes into it...theres a problem in the office now,a scam...and the investigation of the papers that was passed unto my hands were stating my co-workers bagged up the money for their own desire...nakakainit ng ulo...
I feel betrayed cause i thought shes responsible and shes God fearing but no!im wrong...were all wrong...shes u know...she really suckz!they both sucks...at first i never thought about her involving to such problem,it really never crosses into my mind,that shes into it also,but it was her own writing ang her own signature...stating she knows about the lost money...cause she also have a part in issuing it to the passenger and it was not reported so the money were gone...OMG!so much trouble...
I pity my managers...

sad ending of a friend's story

What if somebody you trust betray you?what will u do?...me?i dont know what will i say to the person,what is clear to me is that i will never talk to the person ever and ever but before that i will only have 2 question 1."Why did you do so?did i do something wrong with you?" 2. "Are you satisfied and happy now?".. that will be all...

As i am working now...There is a person who taught me things and stuff that i should learn from my work but then this person is now involve now in a scam...i cant believe shes into it...she is so good for me,but that life is...sooooo ironic...only she knows the truth about what happen.Now shes not working here anymore,she never gets in here how bored i am today and i miss the times we drink coke that is our bonding moments...i miss the food hahahahahahaha but i still look up to her maybe theres a reason for all of this.