makes me happy

woaah!its been a while since i updated my blog,i cant even think for a better topic here. its like current mode: bored. im feeling aloof for quite sometime in my life, fake laugh, starving soul pigmented scar oh my i cant clear up my thoughts for the who;e week thinking lots of stuff...

i love cake and chocolates when im depressed cause it boost my mood to positive and feel much better than being bitter i love this cake see it? oh my you should have eaten just like this it will make you utter the words "heaven on earth man!" 

the only food i crave when i sat on the table during the day 

so now i can manage to post nice of my pictures, see the cake it taste yummy as in SUPERB! I  really love cakes i can even eat a bunch of it oh calories,as if self conscious haha pardon me my dear friends but its really under my skin that you cant sip and divulge out unto my skin, it makes my day! 

 want to have that camera soon to capture my intimate moments in my so called life adventure.

I was bump unto this thing last week and i was given some add on to my self affirmation 

"two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference"

it gives me like Oh yeah!so true to myself, that i stand my own choice and defy self conformity although sometime i kinda go confused but still i manage to conquer fears and learn from my mistake and i stick to what i called my own self belief to something.

its like saying we are all made different so we ldont live and think the same, but still we do our choice if we can do that or we wont, shall we make that or just leave it like that, nothing less nothing more to a thing. 

its like married people say to me or friends that have family already stelling me 

:"hey why dont you have a boyfriend yet? why are you still single and still stick to your plain self?be like us!

but i can say freely to them  "YES YOUR RIGHT!I CAN CHOOSE TO BE JUST LIKE YOU PEOPLE!BUT HEY THINK ABOUT THIS ----> WHENEVER YOU ARE ,WHATEVER YOU DO YOU CAN NEVER BE EXACTLY JUST LIKE ME!" hahaha see the difference? 

i was thinking pathetic lately that i need to get my head ache first to look and analyze whats going on around myself,and i found my face having a zit and i kinda freak out a lil'bit and my eyes are tired and so stressed my eyes are kinda blurry, my wardrobe are messy my routine was not done everything are messed up, but  when i figured all about it ,the problem solution, all of it fades away , through Gods will. maybe i forget something sometimes but i barely dont forget is this that makes me happy all the while, the one who makes my day, helps me throughout the day  and cant be taken away from me, whenever i go whatever my mood in life is, its my very special thingy ------> FOOD ...of course what were you thinking by the way? 

i super love coffee! to add everything up! YUMMY!

im gonna get going for now still in my working hour baby blog i love you and i miss my bestfriends to name a few 

ARISTOTLE BRANDON  LAO

VINCENT JAMES LAO well they are pure bloodied cousins respectively

JASMINE CARRESSE JC  ABOITIZ yah shes an aboitiz but their family is on banking not hte shipping

Light LE GUEVARRA - super foreigner but friendly even though his reckless 

IVAN  D. - to the highest level of confidence because his handsome naman

RUBEN  PARAGADOS- one of the most cool friend of mine super lampa hahah ruben padilla of the group

NOEH  C.- make me stopped breathing cause i might eat something like freaking  dirty pizza ewwww dude

SHEN  C.- wow!my android super smart his working in a big company right now tossed man!

MIKE  D.- his working in a technology business in IT park 

WILLIAM  FERRER - his working in manila in a call center business in QC

MARK  NAVALES his the musician in the IT masters

BEBIANO  M. his working now in CEBU Custom nice!

DARRAH PARAGADOS  - working in Gaisano chain of companies hses and IT Proff

Super miss you all guys! dont worry i will follow your fire...just keep commenting on my blog thank you! and for the message u all sent last night appreciate all of it love ya dude! i know were all freak on our own unique way! so happy you all man up now!

Good morning pizza!

morning baby blog...wanna say sorry for this past few weeks i haven't been posted something more interesting and more stuff in my blog. Last night as i was drafting drafting drafting and drafting i was watching this show of Willie Revillame  WIL TIME BIG TIME thats the show fella, and one of the sitcom is this portion where contestant tries to win a 1M cash prize a house and lot and a car, last night the contestants were the OLDIES who were still currently part of a dance club,some of them are part of the senior citizen dance club and the others thye really dance on their own, imagine their ages range from 60-75 oh my!one of them is Mang Tonyo i think if im not mistaken with the name haha the oldie man still got the groove holla! how about that! so funny with the lola and him dancing on the floor cause the audience wants to have showdown so they dance tango,boogie,and modern, cant imagine ma'self doing that. im a bad dancer.
There is something in my bogged mind thats been popping hhahaha so i get my phone, and write something "TORN BETWEEN PASSION & DREAM & WORK" i hope i remember it right, and send it to all the people who are in my phone book...and then in a while ive   had all this reply from my cousins and a friend, to quote COUSINS haha ya right, the only name of people thats been stored in my phone book is of my cousins and a few friends i rarely communicate to people i dont know, my brother always mention that im a monster why?because i dont have any friends in my phone cause im not friendly when i text i always make an argument to people and his totally damn right, i dont know why im like that haha
One replyof my cousin stated "I KNOW YOUR HAPPY,BUT HAVE YOU ALREADY GIVEN ALL YOU'VE GOT MY DEAR COUSIN?WHATEVER YOU DO YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY" and the other one from my close friend goes "YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY IN EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO DO AND YOU CAN TAKE ALL OF THAT AT A TIME " i think that is what he mean,
i just did that to know if the people i trust really knows the deepest part of me but then i guess they really dont know base on the replies ive had lst night no one seems to see and dig in the question, i just did that to see whose who.
wel, i know im happy to everything i have now and every decision ive made. they just dont know how happy i am, they just see the illusion a person could reflect,people really dont want complicated matters they want simple and what you see what you get they dont want to analyze something and the psychological deepness of a person. or as simple as im just too complicated hahhaah ma'self! they were all funny they think im not ok casue for them what comes out in my mouth were literally what i mean,they just  dont know how i think, or they were tired understanding my blues, maybe thats the reason or maybe the matter and manner how i deal with people that they used to misunderstand what i really mean and wanted and express oh man!its just too COMPLICATED...

my eyes are popping craving for the pizza baby!
this taste good and for me this is the best pair for a soda!
i can still taste the mushy mushroom and the onions smells good!

i just hope and im looking forward to save my money so i can have a new camera so i can have shots like this again,i miss taking beautiful pictures around my escapade...muaaah i love you baby blog...

                                                                                                                  Cherie Ann Lines

good taste and spice

"Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted."

-Albert Einstein 

Do you understand this sentence? if you do your wise enough but if you dont its like hanging yourself in dumbness and stupidity. I like this phrase cause there are some instances in my life that i can apply this. really true that what matter most are best seen afterwards if we dont execute things right. Actually there is no need for us to make perfect, but instead we need to do something so we can almost be perfect. not using the word "AT LEAST" for me this word is something we use to cover-up our mistakes, our shortcomings, and our  failures.
I cant think of an appropriate word to use to explain my self at this very moment there are lots of things popping out in my head right now, i can see chaos i really dont understand i cant think clearly. im so drained but still i gotta get going, i still have a long day and i will just smile to make myself better.
Now i feel better, maybe i can finish this post while listening to music now,i still have a very long papers to encode and i think im almost down i cant help my eyes hahahha really boring here in the office right now.
Or its just i feel there is something i dont understand...why do people need to lie? one thing i really hate about a person is lying i really hate liars! but its their nature we cant do anything about it anyways hahah its not problem, oh my! im going nowhere already, im writing nonsense haha gotta go baby blog love ya...
current mood : Sipping coffee and writing stuffs in my blog...im kinda sound crazy a lil'bit rigth now love...love..love..                                                                                                     
And ive been freakin out searching for the right coffee till i got this one hahaha you know my thing and coffee is not everybody s cup of tea. woshy golly  Its really nice that for once in a while we need to drink a cup of coffee to boost your energy

the scallops really taste good i could still taste it in my throat
i remember eating this last July 26,2011
i still have loads of pictures from that day to upload from
this is the only one i have for now
superb yummy!hpye!

i can still flashback the food see the scallops? ive had loads of it i think i ate 3 pcs i think and there season cocktail oh man!overload and im bursting with the taste. cant wait to upload my pictures so u can see how much did i ate hahhaha burrpppp well excuse me ^^

                                                                                               Cherie Ann Lines ^^

nice morning

Smile to keep a long day not so boring. i remember i smile this morning, so hopefully i gotta do this the whole day today.

What i realized about my work here in the office is that i can control my temper, its very fulfilling because im the kind of person that easily get mad angry very hot tempered, i cant control well my emotions reactions and i really divulge what i feel easily but when i started working here totally changes i encounter. why and how? its because i got to deal and talk to every other kind of people everyday, and

nice to be free and to be yourself 

damn a person really have bad and ugly side, but still no matter how lame the person was, i should stay CHILL & COOL to get going with my work, if some people really gets into my skin wow man! i just take a deep breath and then turn to the person and then talk nicely even if my tempers gonna burst out,see im so proud to myself because never in my dreams i think i can control my temper but im so happy about this little changes cause i gotta see and meet different kinds of personality. and for me its an achievement  cause i gotta used to this and it molds a better me...muaaaah morning baby blog gotta go and finish my work    

torn between passion and decision and love

This is what im talking about! hurting someone important to you. oh my golly wow! so crap last night, my friend ask me if we can have a relationship, oh man! i cant really explain everything to him. Hurting someone makes me stay away in a relationship, i dont want to hurt someone and i dont want anyone who will hurt me,not at all. they say you will not know what love is if you will not experience nice and worst things in life, so that is my point! i dont see myself having some relationship right now,for me it is way too far and way too soon, his my friend and i dont want to disappoint him in the future, its not that i dont like him, i just dont want to. maybe he has taken me the wrong way,he may misunderstood all the stuffs i act. his important to me and hope he understand but things are done already and said, i cant bring back last night but if it will happen again i will say no again there is no way i will broke what i've said. he hurt me once i dont want to get hurt by him again cause his special to me, i just want to leave it like that,guys will be always guys... i want to preserve what we have right now, but he took it on the wrong way, he misunderstood what i say.
Why cant i take him? maybe because from way back then he never waited for me,i ask him to give me time but sad to say his on his way catching waves and so i know, that makes me hold back from him, like i said from the past if someone hurts me, i wont let that person hurt me again. and as i look back he has lots of girls my gosh! it drives my head off the ground thinking all of that stuff. and besides i have my head full of loads and tons of personal problems, i dont want to have more complicated matters .
Maybe his right im afraid to love but it is my choice and this is what i love the most, chasing my dreams while still young thats my prerogative in life, maybe maybe maybe...thats been said and done. i dont have any intentions to hurt him, and make him mad at me, but see what is the outcome? he never give a damn i just pissed hm off. thats the end of the line. i dont feel awful, it doesn't mean im so heartless but im just telling him the truth it will be more awful if i give him false expectations. but his my friend a close friend indeed i dont want to loose him, i hope he understand me.
you know,people have different outlook in life, im weird, i have a broad understanding about how will live my life, i just hope people who loves me understand the nature of what i really want to. if someone loves me purely that person can wait at the right time. but for now i dont think i have the guts to go into situations like that. maybe if someone proves to me he has his strong affirmation, lets just see how it goes but for now i will be working back hahhaha cheer up Cherie baby life is good!

love for someone has its own mystery 

                                                                                                                         cherie ann lines