God is always good...

God has been good to me, always listen to all the pain i shared with Him... he never thought selfishness...

at times when i was still learning and struggling and still catching up to life's speed-bumps. he was the only one who never question my worth... His the one who actually look after me, and always there to remind me, to just get up...move on...go on...dont hesitate... do what you ought to do... your one of my herd... your not alone... 

When i was still a student, i've said countless times that i cant do this anymore...cant go on... but still He gave me strength to fight forward, backing off is not a choice...

Its kind'a funny sometimes, because if i looked back, i know i've never been a good daughter, yah, im not bad but i know all what i've sacrifice for is still not enough to pay back for my parents... i cant still look into my fathers eye's, because once in my life, i've raised my voice unto him, that was when i was on the stage of being confused about how should i accept my adulthood, but after what happen, i appreciate more my father...i learn to think first before i speak,,, because what you have said already cant be erased... but the action to be acted can be control... thanks to my work, i got my coolness, before im really a brat... if i got angry i easily loose everything... i can loose my coolness in a snap... but now, i know how to handle myself more... im now patching the spaces i've made from my family, because before i used to be a loner i get myself contain in my room , i was a different person outside the house... i used o be emotional when alone, but strong if when with friends, so that may be the reason why they got me wrong sometimes because somehow i understand now that my true self cant be locked in a 4 sided wall of my room... i failed on showing the best of me... but all of that was a lesson to learn for me... im so lucky to have my family... as much as possible i wont go far away from them...and i know and appreciate my self...my achievements.. more... i've gain the confidence that was once i'd lost somehow in the space... and again...im so happy looking at to the people i know important to me... 

my family is my diploma... a piece of paper is just a paper... but the knowledge i have learn in school cant be stolen from me...its one piece thats been rooted far deep down in my being... im very happy i learn something in this world... if someday i might look back nowadays i can recall already what will be my reaction...hahah surely i will show that wide smile because i know what creepy stuffs I've done hahaha  im so happy at this point in my life, because my friends are happy with their achievements , their love life's...and hey! im the only one who have no love live...because my Prince is on another time zone of the world, too far...how sad hah ^^ kidding! either way... im happy ...thats the most important part... just live life the way it should be live...dont pretend to be someone else... live healthy specially... ^^

P R I N C E

ANOTHER DUCK FACE

so love of my life? 

... GOD IS ALWAYS GOOD... 

TRUST HIM AND LEARN TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR LIFE AS HE HAS ENTRUSTED US TO BE...AND ITS A ONCE IN A LIFE EXPERIENCE LIVING THIS LIFE... 

LIVE LIFE WISELY & GODLY... ^^

A TRIBUTE TO THE SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE

when i was all alone feeling all my blues in life this person reminds me i was worth something...

he achieve what i want in life, i dont want fame, but what i love about his personality is that he stand by what he thinks right and its inflexible...what he says , he will stand it...his workaholic...

i just dont love this person but i also admire his attitude towards life...his unreachable...but despite all of that achievements he still manage to make people smile...he really is something to me...

i was dreaming about that day looking at the Eiffel tower with this man...its impossible now...but his my hero...my heart belongs to God...my family...my music and craft...and to people like my bestfriends...and to someone like this man... his cool for me, you cant hear him brag about something...i love him cooking his favorite food...making the coffee he wants...drinking soda but not too much...his vain... 

i edit his pictures way back...this is all i had from him...thanks man! your all the way awesome...its been a very long time since i saw you...thanks for all the achievements... this is a tribute i miss seeing you...

P R I N C E

duck face

one of the funniest i ever saw in your face

the way i live my lfie

i can say im a woman who love to travel...enjoy music (it is one thing that cant be pulled out of myself) , loves movies (foreign movies ) , love sports, enjoy arts, pastime is singing when bored, a homey woman and would go out if i want to stroll on malls looking for food, depressed on shoes, super love eating...love to watch NBA...yeah...thats the me...and the closest person of mine tells me that im more than that...hah i know somehow, because i can also detect some of that to myself...im so fickle minded,  and theres more stuffs than that.. i dont want to elaborate more...^^ forgiven...

my sweetie is my blog...i can find peace here , everything is real, no fake people liking your work, its just all appreciation with genuine feeling of related feelings of thoughts... 

well, kind'a sound weird but i love this phase of networking, this is my timeline , at first i thought no one reads my blog, then olah, there is! people i dont think this stuffs i love is just a waste of time but gotten me wrong , indeed!...credits to them...

i somehow wrote here the things i feel, the secrets i cant tell anyone that are physically approachable, but then still choose to let it go here and let other people read this...because i was also a blog reader, i know how was it to feel to read a blog that you can realate to and thanks to these people who never appreciates   what i love doing...somehow on the other side of my world i manage to express what i love doing and what i know i can share with... 

i love food thats why i put every thing here, for someday when i look back again, i could still see    the traces of now from then on...hmmm how was that sound so creepy to me...^^ 

i miss my friends, i miss my self being with my real friends... i miss everything... 

but i manage to cope with that through food that are super delish...next year my goal is to be a vegetarian so i will eat everything with meat these days...oh my... i really want to live healthy...

u know what...i cant imagine myself being with someone else, because i want to enjoy everything and in my mind i know i still have my responsibility, well, my family doesn't demanding anything from me, but i know already there is no need of confirmation i should do my part, im not satisfied yet with what i have given up for them, if i can offer my life to them i will do that without hesitation because that is not enough for the life they have given me, that is how i see life...i feel so relieve writing this things up, i think also i never found the one whom i can say I WILL NEVER LET THIS PERSON GO for the rest of my life, maybe because i havent finish what God has summoned me here and i havent finish yet the work i should do...

i love this...

vegan sandwich / whole wheat bread yummy!

try eating healthy foods so you will feel happy...haha ^^ how was that? so creepy eh?!...

see the world on its horizon

For this past few days i've been so busy...with the work and with all those events i've been into...

so tired, but at last! i got a 1 whole day to have my ME TIME and a day to spend with my self and my family... and i decided to post some of the events to catch up with my sweetie...

GOD  IS  SO  GOOD !

we attended a wedding, and on the same day it's my uncles birthday...so after the wedding celebration, we go to our uncles house, we sang they drunk...we had so much fun...i will upload the pictures on the next post...^^

when everything is so stressful and when you get into that edge where you know your over using your mind, body just to work hard ... its very tiring, plus the thoughts of all the stuffs you should not forgotten and should always bear in our mind, wooah! its very stressful, i just want to scream...I WANT TO BREATH! 

but its okay, this is the nature of my chosen field and the hype of my work...nevertheless im enjoying every bit of it...

i work so simple, still grounded not to mention all those stuffs because i know i still lidont have the quality i really wanted ... i let God managed my life to the right way and i will be one who directs behind what he wanted me to portray... i may sound so annoying when it comes to my self beliefs but thats how i believe i should run my life...i dont want to conform my own taste and i dont want to regret not doing the things God has created for us to experience and see...

maybe to tour around the world and to be in Italy or to Paris is my greatest dream...it may sound so impossible but who knows whats ahead of us today...
those places are really closed in my heart...i want to sit there facing the Eiffel tower that will be the most awesome adrenaline rush i would be feeling if that will God will give me...i hope before i die i could do those things...and see how wonderful the world is and how amazing to see God has created for us...

i know my worth so i am not asking why things go wrong sometimes anymore, im more open to what He wanted me to see... i hope that with all those catastrophe that our country suffers , no more lives will be taken and that people can go back to a new life they should be doing and living...God has his purpose and it should not be questioned drastically...lets look back how we, people, abused what He has given us for free just in return to take good care of it , but instead ruined it purposely... because we people are pathologically pathetic, we can never be  satisfied, we always crave for more and even TOO MUCH...well thats how people live life on the way they think they are used to be...if they just know how to be humble sometimes...

 CHERIE ANN LINES

let bygones be bygones

keeping your simplicity despite of all what it is in front of you and keeps grounded at time you should is both such Awesome & damn Hard...why?

Awesome because its definitely reflects that you deserve all the things God has given you cause you never ask for more, dont ask for what is not given, contented, happy, most of all grounded...and its darn pretty much good to keep a character like that...cause not all can live life like that...

Hard because its a character an individual should require for himself and should not take away from the heart...and that some struggles to have ...because not all of us can manage to control our super bad inside but its the way we deliver and divulge it and on how we loose our coolness of simplicity to our superhuman egocentric attitude...super-proud stomach people... 

One thing i discover from my goal and aim at this year i was drag into the conclusion of..."IM SO SIMPLE YET CONFUSING" and hah ^^ its darn correct...of all the thoughts thats been roaming around my head for the past months starting this year, about this about that...complain about this and contradict on my own self decisions, almost gone trough the edge of all of that...face the conformity of my own taste...but then enlighten when i remember why i choose to live like i used to be today...and realize i just forget the things that made me happy and just feeling my blues so i have these kind of weird tantrums and sees them sore me to much...but then i realize all the things then another question comes up in my very pickle mind...WHY IM I LIKE THIS? then as the year almost comes to its finale to its halt...i was like hey!i was bump in my own ego and shadow...so im simple that is why im happy doing all the things i knew i love...ad thanks to God he never fails to remind me the things that is so important for a human soul...some may not understood me,but they dont matter because were the on's who manage our lives...we are the captain of our own ship...if it sinks then lets get the blame...if its successful say thank you to the people who never fails you also, because at the end of the day...we were the one's who will say Stop! its over...or Stop! thank you...& Stop! its too much...

L O V E ...maybe the hardest thing and the most indescribable feeling and the most fussy and delicate of all the human body to impose and understand...i've said this before im different when it comes to love because for me it possess a wide range of meaning and truth of feeling...

I really dont want seeing people very dumb when it comes to love, you cant say im too much of a rock...but lets talk and face reality because i also been into a relationship before...its not the reason of being single after that so they would say i dont understand what they are feeling sad about...they ask pathetic question on and on and on over and over again...its unending process of regrets... unsatisfaction... grievance... loneliness... morbid... sombre... mournful... rejected... and all that horrible stuff they think they are feeling...

thats all so lame for me...why choose to stick on sadness? theres more to life...yeah! lets put it this way the person is you think is all the world that means to you...the person is the reason why you are happy in the past...

they suddenly forgot that they meet the person just when they are about to feel the L O V E they say...they were the one's they say the reason why the word L O  V E have meaning to them...the truth is they forgot that they only meet the person when they are old the person who they JUST meet in school, office, place or whatever means of knowing a person today...they forgot that before that they are alone walking on the road of life...and in a glimpse of happiness with that person shattered they also feel they should stay on that room setting alone feeling so tormented apart and cant able to move on... their is one guy that i like the most but see what i mean by when i say i like the most? it doesn't mean there is something L O V E  struck in my head but the thought that before i was reading his blog and appreciate how he sees life ... i see myself in him... but again im wrong...i suddenly forgot one of my lessons God has given us...and that is - that i am not thinking twice before i say stupid praising to someone we

ll, thats my really bad habit hah ^^ thinking people are as good as my mother haha ans it serves me good to know that his not that strong as i see him, he dont see the world as i see it, how weird i am ^^ think so?

people sometime feel intimidated by me, and that makes me pissed off to them...why feel like that? i know i dont brag anything and to think im so simple if im in our house...all i do is   eat...watch movie...listen to music...go to church...spend time with my family...and i notice that the happiness it give me is very genuine as a true...it doesn't fade away its very remarkable that a relationship could give you...and the funny thing i believe about having committed to someone is that staying happy outside a relationship are so distressful...  

where as in a relationship you should not commit mistake or else everything will fall apart and i saw and foresee that before, im not afraid on falling in love, i just want to live my life the way i want to see the world as how lucky i am to see it...enjoy life and not to regret not doing everything i dream and i think i can...most of all i believe in my own understnadig that LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS TO WASTE and spending it to the wrong person, and still clinging to the past i just hope a friend could be enlighten...

well, i wanna have a toast for all the good and the bad happen in the past 9 months of year 2011 its awesome and full of adventurous ride to a woman like me...im enjoying my life...and i always got the dose of food i wanted...and i wanna share this here, for someday i will look at my life timeline i could scan the good and the bad experiences a person could go through and reminisce the feeling...well, its there still long ways to go through  before everything happens hah ^^ so im'about to say LETS CROSS THE BRIDGE WHEN I GET THERE...i dont wanna say the line I WILL BUILD A BRIDGE TO GET THERE...i dont want the second one because there is no need to hurry on knowing what should be done...it will be so boring if we force everything just do your thing and do it on the right way without hurting anyboody so the happiness you would feel is not fake and endless...

LEMONADE

this really taste good...very refreshing

SPINACH & MUSHROOM CROQUETTES 

YUMMY all of this...this is treat by my manager..she brought this yummy delish dish in the office this morning...you guys must try this very super delish...

^^ CHERIE ANN LINES