CIAO! IM WRITING AGAIN! ♥

people sometimes say,wish they were a child back then skinned knees and maybe young enough to burden life's chaotic struggles. one way or another...all i know everything should be balance... the me right now is going like this... "hmmmm take a deep breath!raise my palms on the air,feels the warmth on my face while resting my elbow on my table..." thats my routine everyday when i tired my hand from typing or whatever stuffs im doing in front of my computer.... you know that i really love watching movies or series,but not that fanatic on our own... sometimes im greedy when it comes to my favorites , yeah, i dont share it to others, its like my secret and once i love it,it became part of me... though years gone that pass, i still search ways to find it and watch it... so maybe thats the reason why im so peculiar when it comes to movies, plays and series... i love foreign ones... its unpredictable, and aigoo! their stories aint shit that you've sen before, they always have something to touch viewers, lessons always there,but the heart's not always present on a project... i can say,with all the movies and series in our country,only a few that sticks to my memory... we have good talents but they focus a lot of stuff, what i love about foreign is that when they got talent, they not just give it a shot but take the risk not just risking but they worked hard,and really stick to their strength so they can develop more from what they lack. we do have different views about it, i wanna say something more but i better keep it myself, its respecting my nationalistic side...as im done with my papers,ive watch again a series...yeah,its foreign... i love it,it gives justice to the story. when i plan to watch something, first i read the story ^^ im a cheater! this one that i just said earlier is way too cool for me, and it makes me sad,cause im done with it already, i should get a copy this weekend so that i can watch it again.  i think,this has been my 2nd favorite kdrama series that ive fallen into loving it. one of these days i will post it here...my three top  favorite series on taiwan and korea. im really not a fan of kdramas,but since i really wanna see the one im telling now,i give it a try and tada! awesome! i was blown away...

this week,is special to all of us cebuanos...we'll be celebrating SINULOG '2012...how i wish it wont rain this sunday,the weather forecaster said it'll rain,and speaking of rain...it does rain this morning! that ended me up wearing flipflop and had my shoes on my bag,that makes it heavy ^^ my oh my,its really messy outside the house,muddy way to the road,haist stress out *sigh... but its fine,what pisses me off is that when i took the cab on my way to the office, the rain had stop, and i was like a wet baby chick haha i pity myself this morning...what a day! my life!!!!

back to the topic, im hanging out with my friends this sunday,we'll watch the mardigras, see old faces again,yay! im excited as much as they were...as you all know that i was really busy on work,almost 2 weeks, so when i got home, i barely touch my phone, i cant reply to their messages asking are we all coming...and since im done with my papers, im really happy to announce that guys!yeah im coming... haha see you all, i wont get tired with you all around!  sinulog is very festive for me, got to see the solemn side of the cebuanos, cheerful faces, friendly people around waking at the city scapes...and i gotta had this chance to see my friends also... break from work...  next week will be chaotic for me, but before i stress out my self on that, ill take this opportunity to have a break for a while...

on the side note, its my birthday on the last week of the month... i really do feel im getting old and i feel this blues again...hahahah we'll talk about it next time, for sure i;ll have to write long enough...for now, im going to read and visit my blogger friends post, i miss reading and commenting on their work,since i was really busy to death...^^ this has been the other side of me saying ciao and godbless us all with his guidance and grace!

fish fillet + mashed potatoes

i wonder if Orange will also love this dish, this has been the best fish fillet someone could whooped down ^^ hehe this plater is for my friend orange...start eating your's too...^^

CATCHING UP!

"I really miss writing...aigoo! its been a couple of days...even if i wanted to write but i cant skip from my hectic paper works,specially the last days of the year last week...need to pass everything before the year ends and the office takes it break for holidays,but i managed to post some of the events, but not that sensible i guess ^^ i was very drained from hectic from work and from events to events of the family...and i promise to write a follow up to catch up on everything but i think i cant ^^ theres been tons of happenings if i were to write everything i guess it will took me couple of days...but even if i didn't write anything, it doesn't mean i never been updated to my fav. blogs update,everyday i always read their post, its kinda irritating, cause i really wanna write something or comment on their post but i cant drag my self on typing, cause i need to read and type my report...so i suited my self on JUST READING everything...but i decided to just take a break for a while,since im almost done with my quarter accounting haha im so excited... ^^ "

everything is in fast motion...the things and stuffs people wanted for themselves and to for their love ones are one by one taken. i was happy from the minute strikes 12 am which tells me its a new year, a new chapter of my life, a new horizon to venture and so much more. its been a good start...even if it means i am so hectic since i got back from the holidays, well, its all worth it... its still not sinking to me... maybe because every week theres a reason to celebrate...last sunday, ive got my hair cut already...ive been wanting this for a very long time,since it grown longer for quite some time...im so happy , i wanted to share some pictures and maybe in the future ill have it here...

yesterday i was bumped into an old pal,a colleague...i dont know whats with the question...HI!HOW ARE YOU?HMMM LET ME GUESS ,DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND? and i naively said, NO I STILL DONT HAVE...i dont know whats with my answer,that after i said it,i was sad inside...haha weird, maybe this is the vulnerability ORANGE just said days ago...maybe my mind is too occupied by work and stuffs like that...the only thing that i have in my mind is the post he wrote...a friend also send me a message,talking about his love-life, i was happy for them,then he ask me again about the relationship thing, haha its making me annoyed at some point...why cant they accept the fact that i dont have a boyfriend yet...i dont take it as a laughingstock  when it comes to that matter,i dont feel sultry at all, but i just want them to stop asking nonsense haha maybe they were just concern but i really wanted to stay single for now,maybe in the near future ill accept suitors hahaha kidding! but yeah,im such a busy body...i dont know if i can handle relationships well...since they said there is no formula needed ok i'll take the risk but maybe now is not the right time...for now, the one i was really into is food...food really comforts me...hmmmm i love pizza anyway...

anyways,we all have reasons for everything...i maybe thinking a lot of stuffs lately...for ow,this will do...i'll just post something more reasonable and meaningful the next time my soul touches my keyboard...
i hope by that time, there will still someone who reads and appreciates whats writen,i do also have some things to settle before the week ends...i didnt knew it will be ths tough,though i already prepared for this...haha wanna know what it is?hmmmm, guess until i post next time...^^

SUM UP THE 7 DEADLY SINS

this may be a late post...its because after the holidays tons of work awaits me on the office... now,i still have to deal with pile of papers to be encode...im far from done...whenever i had the extra time to stop my work for a while then hang my self to my fav. bloggers pages, read their post, then back to work...then again...

im thinking lots of stuff...im thankful enough that there are people also who read my post,whom i think just all about my boring self...^^ and i cant afford to lose the chance on reading their post also...it somehow boost my energy, strive more...kind'a weird sometimes cause i barely knew this people, but i cant stop talking about them...(just like now)...their busy buddy also but still manage to post and write sensible ones...haha i was like this all the time "IM GRATEFUL IM A BLOGGER and know them..." proud huh...☻ i dont see my blogging hobby this way before... cheers! 

on the other side of the story...im gonna make a list...i was thinking for days to what will be the contents of this list...actually i wanna make my statement more longer, i dont know how to cut this short haha ^^ kidding.. 

• what about my PRIDE? well,i think everyone of us does have this within ourselves. instances really do come, that i dont notice its unbearable...it really comes out...but i ask and examine myself too about this, im not really a disdainful person, i know im tough but im not a proud monster ^^ also pride will only take you NOWHERE,ever since my papa taught me to be humble,so im thankful,last year im able to stay away from this sinful act,they say, im fierce but not arrogant...they also added that im sober at times i need to panic(off topic ^^ ) 
• if im humble,what can i say about WRATH? ... i do easily get mad,but never i turned it to anyone,i know my temper is uncontrollable, but since i started my job, i learned how to separate personal aspects from professional one's, i know i deal different kinds of people, but still it isn't an excuse to burst out, i can say...I MAN UP! i was so happy when i know i was able to cool down my temper...i do handle myself on the right attitude,myself. moreover,i really dont like arguing to anybody...if im pissed off,i just listen to music,eat, read, or watch anything to cool myself down...arguing is just a waste of time...^^ 

ONE OF THOSE DEADLY SINS FOR THE BODY haha ^^

BE FESTIVE as 2012 COMES ALONG

nothing last forever...a qoute and a title that i know i cant forgot even though i get old...
as i welcome 2012...i know im getting old...^^ just a bit...January is my birthday..so every time this month come a long, im having mood swings, which i am working out already...to person as weird like me...well,yeah...theres a lot to look forward on this month...fiesta...and the big fiesta for Sinulog here in Cebu...and yeah, its really near already...the literal NEXT WEEK! see the events sequence? from the Nov. till January im very drained with events...^^ so after the sinulog on every local municipalities here in Cebu , its the big event on Sunday...its the official Sinulog 2012!!! im not really a party goer...im such a bomber to most of ma'friends...i prefer to go home and rest than go partying...yeah...i have a low social life...its because i dont enjoy life like that...they say im not a boring companion but really i know im a bomber when it comes to partying...u cant count on me... good thing, i have this attitude that whenever im with a bunch of people around i always make them smile...so i dont get guilty...i always volunteer myself to go home and leave them, when i know they want to go somewhere else...and i also have friends whom i am thankful with, who stick to me even though i know they want to go with the others...i appreciate their kindness...

actually,i dont have any new year resolutions, i just set goals from my previous goals...and cultivate from it...
this year my goal is to be a vegan and to stop my soda intake...not long before iv'e said this already..but before the year ends,i think its been a month since i control my soda craves...iv'e drank coke and pepsi maybe just 3 times, then this new year iv'e had just a half of my glass with the soda... maybe the vegan thing will really tough for me, i will surely miss eating chicken and i will stop buying beef...eat healthy...live healthy...stay fit! so as giving myself a new look this weekend...^^
im thinking lots of stuff and i will post it here soon...its not really a new year resolution but a goal to live enhance...
let us all start a positive outlook in life...

i want to be a straight vegan but what if the food is the same everyday? will i get weary? hahaha im really nervous about this...what if i fail on this...oh goodness bear with me... like this one, if the typical food served just like this ... i cant say NO! i will devour it haha sizzzling ...

HECTIC SCHED = ZOMBIE OUTLOOK

its been a busy train since saturday morning till evening...everyone is busy doing their thing to prepare for the new year...from going to the mall to buy everything for the food and gifts for the new year, to nights partying and welcoming new year, to celebrating it...oh man! its so tiring but still ITS ALL WORTH IT! i dont have sleep for 2 days...party after 12...we have a party at my lolo's house after 12midnight in our house with the family...then we sing out our lungs out until morning on jan.1... as 12 strikes all you can hear is the noise coming everywhere,honking horns, the torotot thing, the loud cheer of people, fireworks...sad i haven't captured our fireworks that night, i totally forgot! goodness...^^ its because i was busy watching on the time, jumping a lot, and laughing a lot...i was like hey momma why are you so excited it isnt 12 yet...then she said no you're the one whose excited here haha then i was panicking when 4 minutes left...i am very happy when i see my momma's face...my papa's excitement to light the fountain...my brotha's coolness every time he light and throw the firecrackers... for me that night was one of the epic scene a new year we had...my family was very light...we enjoy our food,and im so full...i am happy happy happy...much to say...much to thank...and i was full of love to them...we enjoy the night with the four of us...yet were so happy...i really cant stop saying I AM HAPPY! yeah...its very regal for me...

before the new year, while waiting for the mass at 10 pm, in our lolo's house,my auntie invited one of the most popular local band in Cebu, and i was so tired but  when my uncle told me about then, i was re-charged...i jump from my bed, not realizing i was just wearing a short, so when i go to lolo's house,i am so embarrassed hahah oh yeah, i blushed a bit, i was freaking out! its Phylum! and oh my i change clothes then party after with them,they started singing, and my other cousins were dancing dancing dancing the whole time,requesting songs,taking pictures of the band,but i haven't have one,im shy...^^ i was jsut dancing and my papa is laughing at me,my kuya is saying hey come on!have a picture with them,and i was like...no,later nalang... it was really a fun night though...but i need to attend the mass,so i left, but my cousins didnt bother to go,they choose enjoyment than going to church haha so when i was on the church the whole time they were partying with the band,when i got back, they already preparing to leave...oh how sad... i am disappointed haha ^^ they packed up cause some of their members were very drunk already...some vomiting on sides already...hahah i was like this "THATS WHAT YOU GET,why kasi you drink a lot of that!" I WAS REFERRING TO THE BEER...its a pity! but really i did really enjoy...i freak out! and i was stunned by the vocalist voice...after they left,me and my brother with our cousins just having fun,singing, till morning...but i left 4 am cause i was really tired already...but damnit i cant sleep , but really tried to close my eyes,cause i know i need to travel to my other lolo's house again! to watch the sinulog festival,it was fun also...ive slept for a couple of hours, but receive a call from my tita,asking where am i cause its almost 8 and i need to catch the bus,when i get up,i watch my face on the mirror...i know theres something wrong! yaiks! my eye bags were very black...so i put on my shades, bring the stuffs for my lolo,but i forgot my gifts for them...haha i was a total zombie,while on the bus i wanted to get some sleep,but i just cant...when i arrive my granny was very happy, then we watch the sinulog...i really want to enjoy and have fun with my cousins and tita yesterday but my body is really tired i think cause whatever i do to lift my energy theres really nothing to exert ^^  but still managed to walk a distance, smile to people...i didnt finish the parade,i ask my tita to go home so i can have my trip way home as early as i can...cause im thinking i need to rest , i still need to get up early for work today...i think theres a lot to say for the whole 2 days of gasping...but really need to work and need to pile up tons of work...so i can post a decent one later...

...im pretty much look like a zombie today...^^ ...happy new year guys!