Friday, September 30, 2011

right swag of my taste


Exactly 84 days left before Christmas strikes the day...im super darn excited sweetie...

so since the time zone states today in Philippines is already OCT. !'2011...its the first day of the month...im thinking a lot of activities and goals to achieve this month...last September i've been surfing alot movies and musics that i love most to do...and i decided to share all the movies i've been busy for the past month some of the movies was old but really i watched some of those almost 3 times cause i really love those...atmost...i've fulfilles my goal for almost a year that i will stay happy and grounded as i am, to be humble enough...yeah thats true, maybe i dont live on a perfect life but all those things events people and opportunities came by to drag me to where i am right now is a whole lot of fun sweetie...^^  all the food...also taste great and worth the cost...SATISFIED! and all the time i spent going to church with my family also a blessing... to all the hurts that caused me to somehow forgot my coolness also cool enough to start a new...well, year also fast forwarding that there are 91 days and 17 hours left before we say bye to 2011...All was Worth It!

when i was winding up a week ago to sort things out that has blown out of proportion as i think of it i came up to a fact that all i've think and all i've decided for myself are not harming anybody around me, and also if it does sound a lil'bit offensive to be straight forward well, its not my fault anymore because i've never harm any body in the cycle...and thats what im proud of my self, i got to deal on keeping every decisions i've made the way it should be and the way i wanted and not ruining it...maybe im too stiff on myself, but for me thats how i set my mind and thats how i live my life to be happy...there are times i feel alone because of the fact that im single but thats not an issue...its never been anyway...

hmmm...i think my goal for this october is to post my picture here in my blog and to cut my hair...yepey! i've been looking forward to that day ever! gosh... hah ^^

today is saturday and i got this super delish! foods from Majestic Robinson's Cebu Talisay  wanna share my fav. cravings of the day...remember... "dont droll hah ^^"

chicken soup / thumbs up!
this is first put in a container and if you want to order this soup they will put it in a bowl then heat up then oooozzzing with soo much taste of heaven hah ^^ kidding !

perfect noodles for the soup
this is also part of their recipe, if you want to...you can put this one on your soup then Olah! a yummy chicken noodle soup sweetie...^^

potatoes and the green vegies!
if you are like me who love to eat vegies well this is perfect for your cravings...potatoes and those sinful onions oh my! i dont want to spit out every single i have on all of this food...awesomeness! 

chelsea Greek salad...
oh yeah! you are not mistaken...this is also another form of veggie salad that i love aside from those leafy green salad seasoned with the violet one...this one taste good that much than the other one...

and the maccarons spag
swag is just right for this spag! yah! hah ^^ this is more bloody than the other food we order...i choose this one...than the expensive one haha im too skinflint you know i dont have that enough money still dont have my salary for the month...

if you are wondering why all that food i order are vegies well...im a scrooge and i dont have enough money hahahha well thats the hurtful truth man...im looking forward to an awesome weekend and for a wonderful October... muaaaah give me some love...love...love...love...

Thursday, September 29, 2011

give my soul a break ^^

Woaaah! at last im back blogging again...im buzzing around again fella! well, i sort kinda busy with some stuffs this past dew days... i was watching this movie and i finish watching the series just this afternoon, since i got a time in the office to chill for a movie sneak peak ..hah ^^ cool it is! i got a free time cause im not that busy, im almost with all the work for a week last wed. so i did use my time to watch the movie... sorry but i cant say what is the title, you know "movies" is one of my treasures and truth to that is i haven't come up with a good idea on how i elaborate on the movies im working on that made me a lazy bum to visit and blog for something... hah ^^ 

i had all the fun with my parents and my brother when i spent the ME TIME for almost a year...yeah, its been a while since i've seen my friends because i dedicate my time after work for my family and to myself...i dont want to miss any single event my family is going through whether its too simple or complicated...

I scolded my self and bump my own head with my palm while bending at my table after i wrote something about complaining everything...
I know and i realize im just getting too emotional and too carried away by my blues in life...I didnt realize all the things i complain before was the reason why im so much full of happiness...so i give my self a break and 
rewind everything...then at some point again in my life i did forgot all of this just because im having tantrums...how sad isn't it? hah ^^ just give yourself and soul a break for a while so you can appreciate all whats happening and whats going on with our life...dont full yourself too much or else it will spill out...

i got to taste this one since this was from Mc...and it taste good...love it...i miss eating my favorite chocolate so i got some Chocolate drink woaaah! i could still taste it in my throat...yummmy all the way 
Enjoy! 


Friday, September 23, 2011

movie and music in my life...part II - the halt of the story

being perfect is so damn difficult to depict...why? because there are a lot of things to consider...
the way we execute decisions, talk, way we think, walk, way we approach people
things should remember well so i wont get embarrass and how we move so we wont get a fatal mistake...
theres no such thing or a person that are so perfect but at their most → ALMOST...i seldom use the word at least in a sentence because for me it means we dont give our best cause we just contented in "at least" but why do that? we can do "almost" and we can accomplish things we carry out in the good and right way we think...its all the matter of decision making and throwing all the selfishness in our selves... we cant be perfect but we can perform , give and do our best to be almost perfect... ^^

at times when i feel so drained with my work, to people, and to some certain stuffs that makes me pissed off, i listen to music or eat or sleep...
now as i looked back all the things i've decide to take, stuffs ive decided to let go, people i prefer not to get involved with and people whom always there with me throughout the obstacles and to certain opportunities that i've given up for the sake of some personal reasons that made me give it up and let go and the opportunities that i've took and grasp that made me the person i am today...i am so grateful and i feel awesome to all journey that i've been...it makes me more maturehumil now, happy, contented, an a person whom i love... i also think in getting into a relationship but not until i found the person whom who can define everything about me...& if that person God will give me...there are lots of responsibilities i know...but maybe at that time im more capable on handling a life with someone to consider 
one of the most sinful and most disgraceful, humiliating, and most shameful bad habit of  a person that i really dont like is being a ...→ LIAR... that will be so pathetic to me...i really dont love people that are liars oh my...just be true to yourselves and you'll feel happy...this is very important to me because LIES means ...Lying equal to Cheating...they both partners in a situation where humans forget their class, brain, self respect and worth...and that is why i somehow stay away from relationship, cause i've seen lot of people throw away lies just to please everybody in the crowd...for me that is very lame...^^ haha 

its hard to get into a relationship, for a person like me...the thing that i havent been in a relationship feared me...i dont want to get hurt and i dont want to hurt anyone...
most of all i dont want a person that will be a hitch, hindrance to what i want... i want a person that will totally knows and accept the real me...i love a man that can define the things i have said in the past...and a person that are God fearing...and a jolly person, and the most important of all...a one woman man...i know this man is very rare nowadays and very hard to find...but i trust God he wont fail me on the person that he would give me someday...well the story has come to its halt...i wont tackle on this anymore...God teaches me a very important lesson..."when you said your happy live that..life is precious to waste"

my life music as this moment is from one of my idols...i have all her songs in my pad...THE CLIMB...and the movie for my life now as of this moment is...haha i love this movie...RAISE YOUR VOICE...very inspiring... 
 here it is sweetie...:

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"



Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking



But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high



There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose



Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

and you can also see the trailer of the movie just see the link above

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I am Cherie Ann, a woman who choose and decide to enjoy life and nature, see the world in its different dimensions, being able to be adventurous, healthy, happy, fulfilled, chase dream and gasp it, understand my existence, serve and love God, most specially living life the way i wanted to be...

those decisions i made brought me to where i am right now...regrets? NO...probably just a little lament on some things i haven't done that i should. and from that on i choose to live my life on the path i wanted for a long time, its an unending road of changes but God reminds me to always keep grounded, and thats one thing people forgot about themselves. and to be more mature on things to reckon and to be executed, i understand that as we grow old, responsibleness should the one we carry and corresponds to all the decisions we made in our every day living. 

i got to complain on how i was pressured my life..it makes me laugh because that was way before...i feel sad, i really confine myself to my room, thinking awful things that had happened and that will happen its out of the world realization, then i got to get out on that box, cause one day as i ask Him, he answered my question...Him, who never leave me in times i was in my stage of confusion, everyone i think goes unto that stage in their life but i was so blessed that He never failed to remind me the things i should bear in mind
...thats the time i started living healthy, i listen to good music, i reflect the happiness that im feeling towards others so i started to reach out with my family, cherish the time they are with me and i am with them. 

LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS TO WASTE...

i've said before that i've lived my life HAPPY today...its true, but we all have shadows and skeletons in our closest...i have my fears...but its nice to have a strong and optimistic personality sometimes, because it boost your confidence plus the people so-rounds you are so kind and good enough to be taken for granted.
before im so tough towards others, its really hard to softens my heart, and im so aloof...but i managed to overcome everything, i found Him when i needed Him the most and at the hours i have nothing except Him...GOD is sooo good...

-im just a girl from the shadow of candidness and aloofness now grown up to be a much more tough but soft handed, mature enough to decide stuffs, and more open in my self so i will control my confusing side haha just kidding well im just sharing things you might ask me in the future...im sure no one reads my blog anyways...^^

i just love blogging...its my pacifier when im not in my mood...and also not to forget the food i love to eat when i feel bored and just being weird... mac'n cheese is the best spag...whhhaaat???! hehe 

who love to eat burger? haha dont drool im eating my burger  right now with my coffee , so sad i cant take a picture at my coffee the camera is taken already hahah next time i will post the shawarma......yummy
burger and chips from Mc...yummy!super love it...
this is what im talking about dude,just live life in the healthy way...^^ i want to spend my me time again...eating and strolling alone...

Thursday, September 22, 2011

my life movie and its music - part I

i love movies & music the most...almost all my time if i have my day off from work all of my spare time goes to watching movies...and the movies i love the most is HOLLYWOOD movies, and Taiwanese movies...i just dont know how did i end up loving Taiwanese film,for me there is one specific and certain spice in Taiwan movies...even there t.v series i also watch them when i have a break in the office i just cant take that into my circulation. 
there are lots of movies i've seen and they are all amazing! these past few days i havent wrote anything because im still finishing the movie...
when it comes to movies and music , its like my baby...no one can ever pull that off out of me...both are connected in my world. all my dvd's and tapes i dont want them to be borrowed, hah that is how im so obsessed in music and movies...thats simply me, but behind all that simplicity is the thought that whenever i did wrong, feel aloof , scared , mad, angry and feels no one to turn to and feels the world turn their back at me i just simply put my earphones...play the music and boom! i feel fine and at ease...thats the difference between friends and your passion...friends leaves you and sometimes at the most important time of your life, but your passion never ever can be pulled out of you. maybe not all people understand what im talking about...but in 21 years of living in this world, gone through all those struggles in life as growing up, i've seen and deal and meet lots of different personality and the different faces of a person.
some goes and you cant say some stay...because practically speaking they all come and goes just like our owed life...it can be live once so why chase those people who come and just goes? whats the deal? well, for some they have an answer to that but to me i still dont believe in in such philosophy about people stays by your side for the rest of our lives. not all people understand music really well, if they can sing, they think they are good enough and they are musicians, but they dont know what really music means to real born musicians...all can sing and dance but not all have the passion and heart on understanding and loving that gift...see what i mean? ^^ im too into something that no one understand me, im just too concern to the people around me to not let them get hurt and put them first...before anything else...
then suddenly i get tired on that feeling, im not selfish anyway...am i? i do whatever they want me to do, go to school, listen to what they say, never embarrass them, be a good daughter, finish my studies and be a woman with self dignity, and i can say im one of a kind because of them, but i grew tired already, i lost my will to still pursue that day...because all i want is to enjoy my spare time and enjoy what i love, why cant they let me free for a while...its just im too pressure on things...its true that sometimes i feel useless, yah i have a job but i cant still go to place i want to, im too old to mingle...still im left alone...no one dares to court me or to be friend me because they are intimidated by what i become now, why cant i have real friend that wont ask pathetic things in life hah maybe thats how it ends...im just too complicated on things...
 im successful but im not happy..haha now i can say that? it takes so long for me to say im not happy at certain things in my life nw...i dont ask for more i just want to live life simply the way i want...^^ but im almost there already...just a little more sacrifices...when im done i can live my life the way i just love to live it...thank you God for another day of contentment...