REFLECTIONS

have you thought about it?i ask you like you've never heard me saying it...iv'e never seen such blank expression from your face before...what is your answer? still you havent look at me... youre eyes are wandering far beyond... i wanna know whats in your mind... please answer me!!! still no response... ok,just call me when you feel your ready... 

they say, when taking a move, you should make sure nothing will be put on jeopardy when you risk something or on making your move... some they say youre a coward,for not grabbing it and letting it go...but those some never understand the word WORTH if they judge you as a coward... doing something for yourself to grow is both moving on and letting go... and within the process its always been a risk...and always been bitter sweet... 

its always been the WAY how to make the move differ from the others... and its always NOT the same as what you think similar to others...the consequences and the stake of each move are always different...making sure that when you move its like playing the chess, making a move without risking the most important character of the chess... 

when i look at you again,i think its started to sink in your thoughts,so i appear before your face...saying "im with you throughout the way, dont cry...dont be afraid... you have me, so you dont have to worry...when you feel youre feed up,just set your mind to your goal... the road of life is too broad for changes is the only thing certain in your life...you've prepared for this a long time before...fought your life a good battle...whenever you fell down learn to stand up... again you have me...and i saw that smile in your face" - yeah i have myself in me... at the end of the move, its always been ourselves who can understand the move we  make... its always within us... i may be a coward at some point but probably i forgotten the fact that iv'e fought and over come bumps on my way before...its not time to give in the quagmire of confusion - fear - doubt- cowardice is not acceptable this time... i should live my life now... and move forward.. its the end of the line for me here... all i have is all the happy thoughts,since the beginning through the finish line... im gonna work hard now...twice or even a hundred times as i work here...its always been a working process whenever we do something...im a workaholic person, i think its gonna be tough journey ahead...im crossing my fingers...pray that the good man above will still bless me with his bliss and guidance...

so in the end...its been myself whom i am talking to...am i this alone? haha
after all, its always been the reflection which you can turn to...reflect how you've done...to see whats in front of you... to understand how it turns out...and embrace changes...

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