BLOGGING BOCKLOG

...its been a long time!YEHEY! and im back on track..once a blogger always been a blogger...there are times that i feel im going crazy... doesnt mean i dont have updated post,im out on the sphere... ive always wanted to post tons of happenings,but they all ended up on my drafts... cant finish... i just settled on  reading all my co-bloggers post... 

ive been so down this month,i guess all i've been through now makes me weak at first, but when i look at my father last night,and hear what my mother and tita told me...it lights up the fire in me...gosh! at some point also in my life ive been such a thinker... i let myself get drained... you know that i dont like to talk to much... i've learn the hard ways... and i know now how to get back on my feet again... i know im a big coward... it makes me sick for goodness sake! can i cant take it anymore... i understand now why its so hard to not letting out how you feel...when it burst out in you...it will explode... its not hard to be someone like me but its really damn hard to understand the me... i was asking random stuffs on everything... haha it makes me think im crazy... but knowing me... im weird so a simple coffee and chocolate makes me ok now... i am just so thankful to have those kind people around me... they inspires me even if i know that at some point im really stupid sometimes... haha im so random and crazy!!!! 

well back on myself now... i just miss everything... and i miss my friends...

i was with some of them 2 weeks ago...we go to one of the famous church here in Cebu... i am so happy that day... and only one person knows why...hahahah *evil laugh... its my friend Ahple who exactly knows why... i really begged her to keep that a secret...oh goodness...when she told me that she knows exactly, i wanna die at that very moment hahahha i think i did blush a little... hahah she laugh at me!duh... 

then last week, i was on the province... the southern part of cebu... to see the famous whales (butandeng) at Oslob Cebu... but sadly the whales disappears cause of the earthquake strikes last feb 6... after that the next day,their all gone,but after looking for them,the caretakers saw one was left behind...but the whale dont wanna come out of the water and its really understandable that the animal was really scared and affected with the nature strikes... i just hope that the people who takes care of them really take time to give the animals that peaceful environment they wanted...and really takes care of them... 

and this was the last yummy dish ive had last feb.4 so this is soooo panis hahahha so take a look at it right now...cause im gonna write something more worth the read ^^ 

oooooppppppssssss dont forget! love love love... ♥ and stay grounded... live a life ^^ 

suddenly i miss the majestic at robinson... just love their foodie there... ^^  i think i have almost 4 pictures of this same delish here in my blog cause i just love it!!!! ♥

EARTHQUAKE STRIKES CEBU & NEGROS

probably you guys know already what had happen to Cebu and Negros yesterday... that was really terrifying for me.... that was the first time i was really scarred out of my wits cause of the reaction ive seen from the people... i didnt panic the whole time i was in the city... i was with my mother the whole day yesterday, shes with me cause we follow up something in the SSS at 11:48 am,i was sitting in the lounge area for my turn,my number was 38 and the screen signals im the next one...then as i was opening my twitter i cant connect then,i saw my feet shaking, at first that was just slowly shaking,after 5 sec. that was the time i saw the flooring really move and my chair was moving already,i didnt panic since earthquake drill has been taught by the students in school before, i was scared for my mother cause at that time shes in the CR and i know she easily get nervous... when i look back cause the people were panicking they were running to the exit,i grab my momma whom i think was shock at that time cause she saw the screen swinging from a top... then the personnel of the building ask the people not to panic, and calm down,at first they told us that the transaction were still on going,but after 3 minutes the head of the bureau ask us to slowly get outside,they explain that we must go out cause there might be aftershocks... when we got out from the building, i know i really have a poor vision i cant see clearly from a far... but swear to god,i really saw the big crack from the  building, that time i look at the face of my momma, shes still calm,for goodness sake... so the head talk to us,he announce that 6.9 magnitude of quake hit Cebu and Negros,he told the news and i was taking my phone trying to send messages to my family,but there was no signal at all. i cant tweet and my heart was pounding crazy... the head told us that at 12:30 we will be going inside again,but! if the aftershock will be as  worst as it was they will cancel every transactions... since my number was the next in line, we are done easily..but when we for out,we also go to stop for the NBI, when we were there. that's the time i guess my momma really show that shes panicking already, she wanted to buy something but when shes outside the gate,i saw people running hysterically and someone shouted "TUMAKBO NA KAYO MAY TSUNAMI" so the people started to panic, but still i keep myself compose for my momma, i saw her shocked and i was calling her to get back cause im afraid she might get stuck on those people running outside, the siren of the firetrucks were already around outside,then the head of the bureau ask all the NBI to open the gate and help to calm the people outside, they explain to the people not to panic, that time were still dont know whats happening outside the city...but when were done and on our way home, boom! we saw the people on the streets aleardy waiting for a cab...but all you can see was cab already full of passengers, so i decided to ask my momma to get in the other route, shes not listening so i get mad, and ask her to take on the other side,she listen and then we face the traffic, that was almost an hour,when we get into the heart of the city, thats the time i saw on her face that shes scared, theres no bus or cab that will pick up passengers for our place, all you can see were people on the streets panicking,hysterical and even crying, you can see some dont have slippers, running too... i did not ask my momma whats happening, i was just holding her hands the whole time we were walking, i told her that we should go to the terminal so that we can take a bus, even if i pay more just to get home i will pay, i also told her we can grab a taxi, that time shes not responding on anything i say,she told me to walk on the other direction, i told her to calm down so she can think clearly...i shouted so she can get back on track...i was just holding her hands, ohw god! we walk i think for almost an hour again, we saw a mini bus and hop in... and i was like "thank God we can go home" i was really worried for my brother... and for my momma too... but i am so happy that we already on our way home...

All the edifice in the city were closed...you can see workers and students making their way home, trying to catch a cab...that was really the worst ive ever seen... its only 4 pm but the whole city was filled were very scary to watch, very gloomy...very doomed... have you seen 2012 movie? that was exactly the feeling ive felt yesterday as i look at the people and scenario around me...

when we got home...i wanted to took some shoots but i havent cause i was holding my momma the whole time... i wanna cry at that moment... but really thankful we got home safe... aftershocks were felt really strong...my bed was shaking and im really immune on the quake... i cant even get myself to sleep... i was reading my book the whole night... im afraid to sleep too... i was really traumatize by the reaction of the people within the city... i feel sorry for them cause they lack knowledge about tsunami... they were so damn scared... if only the local officials responded and explain to people what was really going on, it will help the crowd to panic... people were going to the higher area of the city... there were still aftershocks today... almost a thousand aftershocks and still counting... please pray that  there will be no worst cases on the days ahead... there were also casualties on Negros... thankful that Cebu were spared from worst scenario... still we need to be prepared and to be more cautious... and pray pray pray... i hope everyone will be okay... i was really scared... i hope there aint be worst again... and im more calm now than last night... i will write again tomorrow... 

keep safe everyone... ♥

MY BIRTHDAY + WHATS YOUR IDENTITY PART II

its a nice morning for me today...its not just because im in the mood but because my parents sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...haha but please agree, gestures like that are so sweet...yeah ITS MY BIRTHDAY ^^

and as i arrive in the office this morning, i knew it! this day and tomorrow will be so much of a hectic days in a row... tons of work to be done...so im gona make this post fast...

the first part was already posted last saturday...PART I

The STAR - born with the spotlight on them,last-borns are usually the stars and entertainers of the family...and i really do believe on this one,even if im not the youngest...i can see it from my brother ^^ sometimes spoiled rotten, not only by our parents but also by us, the eldest siblings...they are loved and adored by everyone...even the grumpy old ones...

• you ALMIGHTY - being the youngest usually means you're used to having all the attention. Also the most charming and possibly the most easygoing of all the children...after all,your parents had gotten more relaxed by the time you came along,so you weren't brought up strictly as your older siblings...but they usually absorb the parents "praningitis" hehe ^^ their special though...
• Spoiled Rotten Scoundrels - many last-borns are reluctant to grow up,since they've spent most of their lives being pampered and babied. So most of the time,the youngest children in the family are also the last ones to learn about responsibility and maturity...but wait...im also like this haha...a lot of last borns are also attention-seekers and limelight-stealers, since they're used to being notice all the time...this one i really cant justify ^^ this is just based on my the weird analysis...haha what?!!!
• Bunso Hustle - speaking in a baby voice...(annoying sometimes) is pretty cute...when you're nine years old, but not when they were in their teenie years ya know ^^ Just because you're the youngest doesn't mean you are excused from any responsibilities at home...i taught this to my brother before,now he act more mature than me haha ^^ volunteer for even the smallest tasks,like washing the dishes or cleaning the table after eating...these are small but solid steps that get you used to responsibilities...

The SOLOIST - only...the lonely?... Not necessarily,only-born actually enjoy the undivided attention of both parents...since they have no other siblings to split it with...

• Only You - if you're an only child,you're probably more mature than other people your age, and on occasion prefer the company of older people. You are a godsend to office supplies stores, because being the organized person that you are, you just love to separate , segregate , and folder up everything that needs to be fixed. In fact, for me these people are very independent...^^
• Unforgiving - hehe since yo're quite the task master yourself,you have a tendency to sometimes be demanding and proud...Just because you have a tough hide, doesn't mean that everyone else does...^^ and just so we're all clear on this : when someone else bursts out bawling at your not-so-tactful comment,that usually means you were way too harsh...but i understand these type of persona...really do ^^
• A Walk To Remember - the next time you feel miffed by someone's comments about you or your work, remember that other people feel the same way when you criticize them ^^ learn to say things in a polite , helpful manner...and you'll find that people will also treat you more kindly...

that would be all ^^ i  dont know if im way too far of the words...but i know each one of us has our good and bad when it comes to attitudes...but for me,it is really important that we express the good ones...just dont like the haters...why hate if we can just spread love...hehe im really sweet,i just dont like nega vives... please greet me haha its ma'birthday ^^ love you all...muaaah i will be in hiatus for quite a while... i will be reviewing for my exams...tomorrow is my last day of work here in the office,i will miss all the stuffs here in Philippine Airlines, this has been my training ground...i need to focus now...and to man up,cause as i reflect this morning,im really grown up now...need to be more serious enough...i know im workaholic,but still i want to cross some boundaries...if i fail,the least i can feel is that I TRY ^^ so plese do pray for me...thank you for all the kindness in reading my workd, and on the good words that make me write again...im tahnkful iv'e known such great people around the blogosphere...i hope i have given justice to what i write above...haha its simply fiction,we all know that we are loved by our family and other people around us...lets all be thankful... this is goodbye but for just a while...i will be back...

♥

WHATS YOUR IDENTITY - PART I

i know...more from today...im so random today...this has been my second post before i leave my blog for a while...

so start analyzing  who are you with this two...^^ 

the LEADER : dependable , disciplined , determined... thats me... As the eldest child in the family, i tend to tkae on the role of a mini-parent or a vice president...Run the show when parents are not around...a definite panganay perk...

• big sister act - most firstborns also bear the brunt of high parental expectations. they are expected to always do their best and set an example for their younger siblings...beacuse of this,firstborns grow up to be the sort of people who seek control...If you're the eldest just like me...you may seek control by being a nurturing mother hen,clucking over friends and making sure they're always all right...for me this is just so okay...i grow up this way...you may also seek positions of leadership,president of the class,head cheerleaders or whatever ranks that deals with leadership...i am the indomitable but loving ATE of the household...^^
• the usual suspect - "ikaw ang panganay sapat sinuway mo na yang kapatid mo!" actually,i haven't heard my parents scold me like this,cooperative kasi ang brother ko...does it sound familiar? thats how the proverbial polvoron crumbles ^^ whenever any of our siblings get into trouble,all scolding signs point to you as well...parents usually expect their eldest children to exercise maturity and good decision making, sometimes to a fault... Because of this, eldest children like me occasionally fall into the trap of bullying their younger siblings,but i dont bully my brother as a coping mechanism... ^^
• its important for me to know how to deal with my brother since im a girl...being his big sister,its a lot like wolfing down a tub of popcorn with a tub of soda...you get what i mean?...^^ you gotta learn to balance the salty with the sweet, no matter how stressful being the eldest can be, remember that you'll always be the first to have heart-melting...toe-curling...eyeball-popping, now thats ,my reward to myself...^^

the PACIFIER  - a natural diplomat and ambasador of peace, middle-borns love to smooth out the wrinkles between brothers and sisters and are as easygoing as can be...the world could use more of you out there ^^ hehe

• Miss congeniality - if you were this type, you've spent most of your life getting your brothers and sisters out of each others hairs, so its no big surprise that you're a great people pleaser and negotiator...whether its another fight over who gets to use the bathroom first,or who has to get a glass of water for youre momma...youre a genius when it comes to transforming sibling squabbles to sibling revelry...as a matter of fact, you hate confrontation...^^ and fighting and will do anything to keep the peace...oh my its me hehe
• eternal sunshine of the spineless mind... - being eternally pleasant has its drawbacks though. since you've become so used to pleasing everybody, sometimes you forgot where to draw the line...unless you're fighting for a spot on the Phil. gymnastics team. there's no sense in bending over backwards just to make everybody happy...
• leaving pleasantville ... learn to set your boundaries and say no when you want to... its true that you cant please everyone all the time...^^ and at the end of the day, the only person you have to please is yourself...

im the eldest...but i also have this middle child attitude... its natural...^^ i hope you are enjoying your weekends guys...one more post to go...before i leave blogosphere for a while... i love my blog... ^^ love love love... i gotta get going since im almost off from work...^^ godbless us all... ♥

30 SOMETHING JUST RANDOM

This has been the most shaky week for me... i cant explain much the emotions that im feeling... will i be sad or just feel that im happy...its been mixed up of emotions...i will be away for a couple of days,so im gonna make this post long enough to read...im so random...so im gonna post random things too... when i come back,i will post everything here... wish me luck ^^ yesterday,when i was tweeting, this topic caught my attention... so im gonna list my answers here...

30 Ways To Make A Girl Smile :

• CHOCOLATE - for me, whenever you gave me anything sweets you will be forgiven and thats enough to make me smile...this is at top of my list because chocolates really make my day...takes away my stress...
• PRESENCE - cause im so bipolar,and it will always make me sad if no one remembers me within the day,i always cuddle with my parents even if im so grown up...i just cant help but to be sweet ^^...it makes me smile...
• SINCERE - we all know how to lie, but we also know the difference of fake and genuine attraction of people...this is so important for me,cause im so open with m emotions, this will come with the next one 
• HONEST - i really dont like liars, so it makes me smile whenever im so rounded with happy people and knowing i always have them at my back and would never stabbed you ^^ they love your flaws than your perfectiveness ...
• MUSIC - i know i ma girl but i dont know what to write...these stuffs really make me smile...i cant end the day without music...its on the blood man ^^
• COFFEE - oh do all girls love caffeine? i just love it... im always excited whenever i got a cup...it makes me smile... 
• FOOD - whenever im sad all i do is eat...eat...eat..eat... i just dont know why im so slim ^^ food really comforts me....it makes me smile...
• SODA - some girls dont like soda,their just too ooozzzy really concern with their body hahah calories? its my best buddy! it makes my day...
• PERFUME - i just love scents... ^^ it makes me smile... im this vain eh?
• SHOES - oh yeah.. haha all of the girls love to wear sky high heels... i love to dress my feet, it always give a perfect smile on my face whenever i feel my feet is comfortable... and i love those flats and heels...
• SPA -haha not all of the girls try this , but if they do it pays off ^^ it just nothing,this really makes me smile...
• BAGS - this should every girl put on their list... who dont want to have a cool bag? i love my bag so much ^^ 
• MOVIES - haha another thing... i dont know if do all girls love to see movies alone...well, this is my list so bear with me...i love watching movies,i stay late at night just watching movies...^^ 
• TANK TOPS - some girls love dresses, but as i grow up, i love this more than the dress..i have black and white ones. im comfortable wearing it,im not a fashion goddess so i just go with what i want,love to use it and pair it with a denim...cool ^^
• CAKES - i dont know if you like cakes,but this really wont be forgotten of me ^^ i always buy my momma a slice of cake every night...
• HAIR ACCESSORIES - every girl must have... im vain so i always have one in my bag... ^^ 
• STARBUCKS FRAPPÉ - haha im always get giggles every time my friends treat me for a frappé...they always wanna see me smile...
• PIZZA - do you like pizza? cause i do!!! i just cant hide the fact that i love to eat eh...hmmm, one time i was ask for a sit by a manager of one of the pizza house here in Robinson,cause he sees me buying one,and im talking nice things about their pizza,he gave me his number ohhhhwww ^^ how was that eh?...
• BEEF - i love beef... i can chew it happily, before i dont eat beef, im allergic to it...but my papa help me over come that allergic fear... ^^ yepey!!!
• SLEEP - feels like im really running of stuffs to post hahhaha well, whenever i think about sleeping it makes me smile! ijust love to sleep...lazy much ? :p
• BEACH - every woman had a pull on this one...they wanna swim to show some curves...hhahahha lame!
• FLOWERS - i dont like flowers..but i put it here since girls like flowers but its not on my list ^^ hehe im cheating man!!!
• MAKE - UP - they said...but oh,i dont wear make-up at work... just moisturizer and sun screen,its not make-up but girls love make up so again need to put it here...
• CARDIGAN - who among you girls didnt smile when you've seen a cardigan? hahah i really save my money to have my first on this... ^^ hurray!
• LECHON -ahm, this wont go with the girls who are conscious with their figure... the more they starve themselves, they take every happiness they can have and hurt themselves hahaha kidding!
• MEN ? - oh really, haha i didnt know this, but yeah they say men makes them smile...oh okay ^^ no comment... 
• LOVE - every woman wanted to be love... i just think its okay to be single... as long as youre happy, you can get love from your family...friends...and from work... haha ^^ 
• BACHELORS - well, i dont know about the other girls but for me,it makes me happy when i see bachelors around the city ^^ or even in the movie, i dream that those men where singles haha lusty!!!
• FOREIGN BANDS - i know that my list is weird, but lets get more weirder now, it makes me excited whenever i know foreign acts comes to the Philippines specially BANDS... 
• wow i got a hard time thinking about when i come to last...oh g Do not allow others to determine how you feel.jeez ^^ i dont want to sound clichéd but 13 really makes me smile...i just love that smile!!!! 

some girls may have added some of their stuffs...but aside from those at the list whith a scratch all of them really makes me smile..you must know im weird so dont get confused about those random stuff on my list...^^  when i come back... the next chapter will be revealed... but before that,one of the restaurant here in Robinson offers their promo for the month until Feb. 29... very affordable... its a Mexican resto and i love there place... Bistro Mexicano...

drinks and desert are free too... their beef stew is puurrrfect! i will post it next time... settle for this one first ^^ enjoy the weekend every body... dont forget to always love love love... dont let sadness crap crawls into your system... live life happily and always love everyone around you... and love your family! ♥ dont forget God...always say thank you... and sorry... love you all ^^ ♥ take care...