RANDOM NIGHT ♥

Last week... i promise to write something last Sun. but that didnt happen... something came up... then knowing the whole week i working and again knowing me... i am so lazy after work... sleep work eat work gohome sleep... thats the routine... and thats everyday... BORING!!!! boooooooooooh! hahahhaha hindi naman masyado... i still do have activities (echos.. ) within everyday living... hindi pa jan kasama ang mga gig ko whenever im free after work... and talking about after work i never let myself starve... knowing me... ako na yata ang slim na kung kumain parang lalaki lang hahahhaha well its a blessing for a food lover like me...sometimes i dont know if its a joke or its true... pero i dont get offended cause i know its true... cause one time i invited my friend to eat somewhere in the city... then she invited her beau to come eat with us... knowing a guy would really eat a lot but hey im not famished that time im just being me kasi ganito yun... Nag order c guy for my friend an for himself...mas marami sa kanya konti lang kay girl like we were on a resto where everyone goes there to eat and its a famous resto here in Cebu... then go na ako...its ma turn to order food... he was amazed like he was ? ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN EAT ALL OF THAT???.... "me : YES... WHY??? hahhahah PARDON ME... YOU DONT SEE ME EAT YET NOW YOU WILL!!!!!" then he was left dumbfounded he was SHOCKED man!!! he said "well!good thing hindi kasi halata sa katawan mo!"... he was sooooo funny... oh my... bakit yun yung mga na share ko... well... moving forward... 

Reason why hindi ako naka pag post... I have to reformat my files since it was corrupted...and trust me all of my files was erased...good thing was that before ive plugged my stuffs in the computer i make sure  i have back up files already just in case... so ayun i really have to find time para mag reformat ng mga files and drives...  so all i can give after that is... a big SIGH... :(

I've give my page a new look... but the banner still the same i dont have enough materials just like before... so new look... simple... pleasant and organized... but theres still a touch of girl stuffs like the pink inks... 

As i write again and really give time more on what i used to do before... as much as i can do... i want to blog and write using tagalog and english though hindi talaga ako marunong masyado ng tagalog... but  i follow this guy na he takes away my boredom at work... i think ive write something about this idol blogger... ahm more of him on my next post... 

I still have pictures left on my other memory i can still share it... sa next nalang ang iba cause i have to transfer the pictures from my other drive... before i end this post... i wanna share this just like this before ... 

"Good relationships don't just happen. They take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together."

THINK RANDOM

“As a girl, she had come to believe in the ideal man -- the prince or knight of her childhood stories. In the real world, however, men like that simply didn't exist.”

im not a hater of LOVE...i believe in it,cause i feel in love with my mother and father ...the one's who guide me when i was just about to learn how to open my eyes up to the time on learning how to get up when i was just learning how to walk and up to the woman i am today...for a so much emotional , sentimental person like me...maybe some dont understand why simple things makes big impact to my self...

a persons patience is somehow a virtue for me...i know before i have a little of this...thats not a secret to people who knew me anyway...and thats my flaw,and im thankful for those who accept that and never try to shun me because of that...same as you...you also have flaws and its up to the people to understood that...we cant please everybody though...i also hate to talk to much, specially when people talk to much of such nonsense stuffs... its not that i dont give a damn to my surroundings, i just dont like to blab with other people...so not me,so not cool...

someone told me,its all ok... and so i believe...but i really have this low self-esteem way before...all thats giving me the courage to move forward is my motivation that someday i can go around the world...stupid dream! yeah,but thats the reason why i choose to be alone... and regrets too also part of this path i choose...true to be called that im paying the price for this,but ITS A GOOD THING...yeah...

im in a crossroads right now...undecided which way to take ahead...but neither of all the roads lead me to be with my love ones...i wanna take these roads one by one...its not necessary to let them know my plans...it will just make them sad... i wanna spread my wings and take the risk to try another field...i dont know too why im so different, why cant i just be a simple girl just like the others...my cousin ask me this,my answer is...i wanna see whats on the other side of the world,and the most weird answer i gave and the most funny is that i want to be an ambassador of people,i wanna know how far can i go...i wanna travel and work hahaha i wanna go to Cairo...Italy...France and the whole Europe...i want to live working... this place is very memorable to me...cause all the feelings iv'e shed is this place the only witness to that...i will miss my table...my chair...my shelves...my telephone...my view from the glass...my paper works...and too many to mention ^^ breath in breath out... if i fail... you will be the one to know first my dear blog... ever since i started to write on your page...its all about the other side of me...

i was a life lover... i hate cats and i love dogs...i started hating cats when my pet died...i get rid of them...i love dogs cause they knows how you feel...they never betray you...they kiss you even if you wont say it... so i hate people who dont have a heart to take care of them.... my auntie was very sad yesterday,since her pet chu-ua-ua died, she was like my aunt's baby...they sleep together with her husband...gross!but the dog doesn't stink so its ok to sleep her with them...she took a bath too... i feel sorry for her and to my uncle who cry river for her passing...

any ways... this is just my random thoughts that at the moment still cant think clearly...maybe,there's always a time in someones life that goes rambling like mine today...im so afraid that i might not make it next week...i dont expect but the thoughts keeps on coming in my mind...the what if's...its getting me so damn nervous...

those roads...your shining ahead as if your willing to let me pass...and here i am, still looking for the confidence for that day...my time is running out i know...but i also know, at the right time i will be prepared for you...oh my life!!!! is this hard to be alone?... though im happy...i know i wont regret if i took either of the road...i just need to believe in myself too... ^^ 

BY THE WAY for my friends who keep on asking, man!i think i cant have a love life as soon as you want, haha dont bet,you'll just get disappointed ^^ i still have a long way to DO...not to go...and maybe you dont understand why i stay like this... i just want to make myself happy... wither you like it or not ^^ and when you say something please,dont over say it... everything thats been too much will always over flow...haha dont hate me for saying this...i may hurt others feelings but i really dont mean like that, you know me, i dont really want to explain whenever i say something...so please before i get mad... please stop asking me stuffs that are not so important guys...i know also you dont mean something bad,but thats what i wanted, leave that thing to me...^^ again im HAPPY even if im single,dont get bother about my status you guys, you dont have to do about it...even i have the face,i still choose to be this way so please dont make me mad at you ^^  lets just love love love... and hoepfully this is the last time...

#this post is my mix and random emotions for this day...

sorry  i just wanna let this something  to be out of the box...

its not making any good to me...