When boredom strikes...all i can do is NOTHING...aside from enabling my brain to stuffs im planing about such goal...well, i can say im a goalie...and i have one month to go and i have to run everything for this last goal for this year ender...i need to purchase my new glasses...cause i badly need it already...well, i also plan on hanging out with girl pals before the year ends...and if they wont...well i think i will have a solo flight...^^
it will also be fine with me, so i can have my me time again...im sad right now...^^
i can diversely get my mood change as fast like a canon ball ya know...yesterday im happy now im sad...hmmm why? well, i just bump my head with the word REALITY... oh yeah you read that right...
this is really what i fear about liking someone...it will just cause our self pain...maybe not all but to people like me, well i guess im really hard to settle with...
before im rough and tough when i talk about love...now im so mum about this...then i divulge it here with the compliment of knowing everything...but i guess not really it is...im such a looser ^^ haha i cant do anything about it anyways...i love a person whom i know looking for her girl counterpart...but its not even a close book to me,like...i know it right?....but it hurts sometimes knowing i dont fit to this person...well, i told ya a while ago that today is the last day im gonna talk about this person...i feel devastated...this damn feeling is all crap..and its freakin awful... give me a toast gor this...^^ lelz! as if i dont know i will end like this...but i dont understand why i ended up like this like a helpless child...looking for sympathy..haha how lame of myself...so freakin embarrassing... well, anyways... i feel better now than this afternoon...chocolate helps me settle down my unpredictable emotions...thanks to my tita... then we saw this creep cupa...it really scares me...far cry from the topic eh...O_o
