#WITHTHEM...

...wow... thats all i can say... iv'e been away for a very long time in the blogosphere... and i dont think i need to strips down all of it to cope up...actually im so happy today... i just cant say stuffs on my fb directly so i started using my twitter and started to focus more on that... and that helps a little but i really cannot just not peep on my fb... that was the not so nice thing cause i just make it hard for my self instead... but that helps a lot to stay away from awkward stuffs... haha i thought, by just tweeting the feelings wont hunt me down... guess i was wrong... i just didnt realize it but the feelings are really too deep now...its very tempting to swim... but i always keep my ground...i dont want to be left unguarded... i cannot loose the friendship i have to the person... 

on the lighter note... my friends come at our house last night... we had a bonding moments, we sang at the videoke, sang our heart out... stress free... they got home so late.. actually Wevino was there too... with Rj... Ahple...and Hirbert... Wevino texted me if its ok to unwind to keep the stress away... so i said its ok on my part, i also let the others know,some cant make it and we had a blast last night... and i personally really enjoy the company...  i hope that there will be next time as what wevino thought of too... hmmm my cousin was teasing me the whole day today... that cannot also be help since i told her about the bonding time too... haha she really knows me and she keeps on telling me stuffs that are random...

on the other side again,since i am preferring twitter than fb, now i cant just tweet what i really wanna express.. im afraid the person might know... there are stuffs that are making me crazy...there are a lot of things that are going on in and out of my mind... i decided to forget about it (the damn feeling) when one of my friend told me something, its not bad since none of them knows what am i feeling, it just came out of the blue from her mouth that we talk about him and she not knowingly say that its impossible that the guy has no girl...in short he was perfect for a man... and that seconds the motion to what i believe from the start that im no good and im no pair on him... and i feel so ashamed too for feeling this towards  the person... his my friend... and loving him is too way too much... and what a coincidence when  i am starting to do my thing... boom! we bond again... i hope i wont regret this... and i promise at my very best i will forget about this... i just want to let everything to stay the same and remain on its phase... i just cant afford to loose a friend...

well, i guess i had to stop it here... 

right now im trap at the cafe since its raining hard outside and i have to go home already... so, ciao really got to go already... until next post again! new chapter of living life...work...and the bless..and its bliss... 

im thanking God for the new chapter... i will post something again about this one next time... ^^ i know this one was boring but im really at ease now... i let it out!!! 

Mr.13 ...i was happy when i found out i had love you long before and realize i was falling deeply...no regrets...but i rather choose to keep it that way to keep you and be a coward...than letting you know and put our friendship at risk...i value you as a friend and as a special person,t'was a nice feeling and a very timely one...i just hope you wont know who are you haha... i am the best stalker!!! kala mo...^^

THE STORY REACH ITS HALT...

Its been  a nice morning for me today...i have an early call time for work since i need to do the reports and send it to the accountant..well, im disappointed a little bit, cause the manager set this time but shes not here in the office yet...WHAT? yeah...shes late again...and its annoying me cause i get up early so that i can make it on time and do the report right away...not knowing shes not here ^^ lelz...

yesterday, i let out some of the emotions thats been taking me...and you know i dont regret telling you guys that finally i found someone worth admiring for...even if on the contrary im just the one who thinks admiring this person and his not towards me...its selfish though its kinda cool for me, cause i get to be near him whenever we  decided to hang out with other friends...haha and i feel so embarrass about this cause i know its my first time feeling this for a person...maybe because i never trusted a guy ever since...and loving someone like wanting to have a relationship isn't my priority at all because of my goals in life... and forgive me about feeling this right now cause i didn't know also why i admire this person...well, its kinda martyr thing but it makes me happy, anyways he doesn't know so i am free to stare at his face... well, maybe this will be the last time we'll gonna talk about the man iv'e fall for...because i dont really know how to express my self better when it comes to something like this ^^ im such a creep cause im grown up now but still im not comfortable talking about love...

and i dont want to be a jinx with my own happiness...

SECRECY...

Some of the pictures arent posted yet...because i was so busy the other day...

i cant get enough with that event...and to end the story about that event last Sunday...i think we all got the hype about that day...and we all had fun-tastic day...

while Wevino Lumapac and Mark Jason Basabe plans to go somewhere else this weekend or next weekend,i guess...and im looking forward to this day...its just awesome when im around with this pals...i cant get enough saying they were all COOL!...because they were...

yesterday, as i was just looking along...i came to realize something really important...everything seems to flashback from the day someone tells me something...haha and its weird of me and so funny of me, i was like...Hey!why am i thinking about this...this is crazy!...and i just laugh within myself...well, if im sure already i will tell you guys i wont keep it a secret to my readers and friends...

but a hint...oh my i cant stop writing stuffs that i dont want to reveal...and i cant imagine myself right now holding back to what should i write in my blog...

perhaps afraid someone might read and knows what im talking about haha embarrassing dude!

i wanna make sure about myself first before i write it all down here...

somehow,i know its impossible but at most im happy about this one...haha 'cant stop laughing at myself...

what if..what if's...oh gosh! im hungry ^^ (far cry from my topic eh?!)

crap i almost post a photo that can be a hint to my secret hhahaha ^^

A TRIBUTE TO THE SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE

when i was all alone feeling all my blues in life this person reminds me i was worth something...

he achieve what i want in life, i dont want fame, but what i love about his personality is that he stand by what he thinks right and its inflexible...what he says , he will stand it...his workaholic...

i just dont love this person but i also admire his attitude towards life...his unreachable...but despite all of that achievements he still manage to make people smile...he really is something to me...

i was dreaming about that day looking at the Eiffel tower with this man...its impossible now...but his my hero...my heart belongs to God...my family...my music and craft...and to people like my bestfriends...and to someone like this man... his cool for me, you cant hear him brag about something...i love him cooking his favorite food...making the coffee he wants...drinking soda but not too much...his vain... 

i edit his pictures way back...this is all i had from him...thanks man! your all the way awesome...its been a very long time since i saw you...thanks for all the achievements... this is a tribute i miss seeing you...

P R I N C E

duck face

one of the funniest i ever saw in your face

my refuge!

Someone says its not true if you say "im single because its my choice because its difficult to control everything  but for me its not like that, why can I do it? why can TRU LOVE WAITS members can do it? why do priest and nuns can do it?  simply because its our choice and contented "

On the other hand for me its not just a choice its my covenant to myself, i love someone already before but it did not end up into relationship because i choice too, and i stick to my intuition and instinct, base on that its not that difficult not hurting the one i love and not get hurt on the other hand. it more on being happy than hurting someones feeling. its really amazing to not test someones feeling and someones boundary

i dont have any doubt of my happiness cause God has been good to me all through my life, even though sometimes i feel out of place if i see couples. its natural to feel like that but im not ENVIOUS so thats make the difference from feeling out of place yet happy and not envious than envy people i dont know.

If i had my time i just stare at my mothers face it makes me feel relieve at a certain point in my life cause she reminds me how i pursue my self affirmation its not that easy cause their are a lot of allurement throughout our lives, but it will make varied for something and someones life if we choose TO or NOT TO.

People sometimes misapprehend my way of dealing with others how i am so harsh on other things and how im being understood.

Wanna share this pictures i had this at the first quarter of this year catching up with my friends and if i feel bored or sad i just go out and eat stuffs specially this love of mine see for yourself the stuff i love to eat: thanks to RAL C., i love eating with you girl! Aris & Vicente please envy the food hahahah my Frappe dude please send it to me miss you guys envy my food ok!and dont drool please!control yourself hahah just kidding man!enjoy!

*this pictures are taken from our favorite resto in cebu city specially ayala and grill houses 

Broccoli and Sun-dried Tomato Pasta with Basil from Cafe George (Cebu)

Cheese & Garlic Quesedillas from Moon Cafe (Cebu

he famous Warm Brownie Cup from La Marea in Cebu!

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My favorites from Cupcakes by Sonja- Vanilla and Red Velvet!

Lumpiang Hubad from C2 Philippines

Vegetarian Pizza from Roma Mia (Ayala Center Cebu)

Verdure salad from Cibo

Forgot the name of this one but it's got to be the best warm brownie + caramel + vanilla ice cream + choc syrup combination EVER!!! Only in Cyma!

I hope ive given you enough from my secrets i love food so much and thats my weakness yummy food and ice creams and thats my refuge if i feel sad and feeling my blues...chioooossss gotta goes....bye baby blog gotta go back to work...

CHERIE  ANN  LINES  ^^