Friday, May 20, 2011

escapade again...

lsat week i took my last trip to BOLJOON again...because it s my Lolo's birthday...
that will never be erased from my memory...i gotta see how nice the family gathering was...the experience nowhere can be buy...and no one can found...even if we dont have enough money to celebrate hahahhah still were happy with each other not so big party but yet SUPER ENJOY & HAPPY...my Lolo was already 76 years old last week...weow...oldy granny huh! i only pray to God that he give my family more life to live..ad we will be safe always...money cant buy happiness...^^ even if i dont have enough sleep for the straight 3 weeks its all ok with me cause i gotta ahd a chance to be with my family...

^^ hahahah thats all i cant detailed some of the events this is just the major events every day of ma'week...muaaaaahhhhhh

Busy days part II

hahhaha after the fiesta...its time to go southern part of cebu...its BOLJOON ESCAPADE...
im so excited for saturday to come...cause im excited to see my cousin in Boljoon and to see my aunt and my Lolo...so when i get ome...i hurried in there...even if its raining i really wanted to go there...by the morning we go to the beach...i really love to be there because of their beaches...white sans...clear water...fresh air to breath...away from the city...for me when im their it was pretty awesome feeling cause im SUPER RELAX...i hope you too could experience the adrenaline rush when im their...people their were very hospitable and loving...i really love to be their because of the ambiance that i havent experience here in the city...we dont have clear water to swim...most of all i love the feeling of importance their...my Lolo really loves me...he never fakes his feelings...i promise him back them we will going to ride an airplane...but we cant do that now his pretty old to do things i wanted...but hey!my Lolo is still COOL as he seems to be...hahahha i was really a family oriented person...no one can replace the number one spot of my family in life...they were above all things...next to God...even if going there and going back here are so tiring...its ok...i will just penetrate all the hang over and logs just to have fun and im enjoying what im doing anyways...^^  i will upload some of my taken photos here so you can see what am i talking about...

hmmm first story of BUSY DAYS haha

looking back lets start here...the last week of April...im busy working within this week while waiting for saturday to come cause its the last week of April!it means FIESTA in our place...so while waiting for this day,there are some plays and happening in our place...stage play of one of the famous radio station on one of the night,if i could still remember its 2 nights before the fiesta...then a pagent night...dance contest...singing contest...sad to think i havent seen those stuff...i only see the stage play of the radio station...and it was nice...but hey!i recall i also see the wacky duo and hahahah super funny...they were also part of the stage play...

Its FIESTA!oh!i cant be there in the morning cause im working that time...the only time available for me to stroll is by evening...so after work i hurried home...when i arrive oh people were kinda drunk already hahahha oh thirst! and my cousins were waiting for me to arrive,but im hungry...so we eat...we had a lot of fun after that we had to enjoy singing while waiting for the time to party...its called DISCO in our place...a paryt for young people...so when the clock strikes 10 pm...we go outside and we hurried to the disco...its a walking distance to our house anyways...people were already scattered outside...merry making,smiling faces...and so we go inside the disco place...at first were having so much fun...

i think not almost 1 hour when we go inside there were chaos inside already so we hurried to get out...oh my!i regret y i go inside...hahhaha its not worth it...but i had fun when we get out WHY? cause we just go home and we sleep 4 am n d morning were just at home with my mama and papa with my brother and his friends...and my cousins...still even if the disco aint worth the go we are safe indeed...so thats the first stop...^^

haha hey!what where when

its been a long time since i decided to write again...its not because i dont want to,but because im very busy this past few weeks...work...family gathering...work...i think almost a month already passed by and up to last night i dont have enough sleep...hahhaha im so drained i can barely open my eyes gosh!but still i need not to tolerate my eyes hahahhah i should keep going cause i have job to attend to...i might get fired up if i took an absent hahahhah im soooo weird...hmmm perhaps crazy...
im gaping right now here...and smiling...thinking back the BUSY DAYS of this month...wanna know my adventure? hmmm you can read it after this one...muaaaahhhhhh super love myself and God...^^

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

im a happy SINGLE WOMAN

actually  i dont know what am i gonna write now...^^ hahahha kinda weird,cause this past dew days theres nothing comes out from my mind...im afraid to write something...
hmmmm im sleepy...

you know what,theres something i will share about so close to me...his one of the closest person in my life...but since that day he never showed up when i needed him the most,things have change...i dont even wanna see him again,till i know also he has someone attached to thats why i put some gap to him,even if i wanna jam with him like the way we did before...if i text him "hey can we see?i wanna play internet,can u come?" suddenly his on his way and we go out...ahahahha sometimes we go to church...but as i said things have all change...i dont wanna tangle myself to him anymore...i fell alone...try to show everyone im ok...but i know im not cause i've had no one to talk to of my damn problem before...now im so much ok...i found someone better than any body else out there...

wanna know who is this new man in my life?

...its HIM....the one who created us all...Jesus...he showed me what life means...why im alone...why im sad...why im confused with some things...and why im so wanderous...wanderous because i think so differently when im alone with my self...hahhahah do u think i need a psychiatric attention? hahhhaha well well well i dont think so...im in my very much healthy self...i wander because there were lots of risk i wanna take...very most sample is my choice being single...

i feel jealous seeing people with someone with them,but u know i dont think im ready to have my own relationship...i dont know...i havent found the one yet...the one who will probably fit to my taste hahhaha i mean someone who will jive with my attitude...cause i have an attitude problem but its not that bad now,as i was growing up as a more mature woman i manage now how to handle my emotions... im a very impulsive person...some people sees only the other side of me... sometimes im not visible...so im used to be a wall flower way back in years...thats why im shy...but when i started working...the other side of me comes out...the approachable thing...the patience i dont use to have before...the understanding manner...vigilant now than before...and etc...
but one of my cousin said "THATS YOU ALREADY,SOME PEOPLE JUST DID'NT NOTICE THAT BEFORE...BUT THATS YOU...it is just,they know you now late...if they know you before they will more appreciative than now...cause u really never change...you just nurture what u have and grow more likable... "

BUT!!! im not the kind of person that will brag myself...so i dont believe in their basis...even if its good or bad...i know...i know myself better than anyone else...

so i still be my plain old self...no more no less...hahahhahaha even if im single..."DAMN!IM SO MUCH HAPPY THE WAY GOD WRITES MY LIFE..."