A TRIBUTE ♥ ♥ ♥

its been an awesome year...a hell of a ride 2011 for all of us people from different countries...

on my world, i was so rounded by good people...whom,i consider myself blessed with...so its justifiable and worthy if i pay some tribute to them...this is my year end post,i want this to be read by them...^^

to my papa...you taught me things i was naive and innocent before...i owe him a lot...from the life he has given me...from the lesson he continue to teach me...for being strong...yeah,im a papa's girl, maybe thats why im tough cause i am just so like you! but you often say, where does your toughness came from?that strong affirmation?that strong faith?that weird side of you?that values you have in yourself? hey,papa...you forgot? you taught all of that...your so damn strict! i even loss some happy moments on my school days cause you dont let me...you even hit me twice when i arrive grasping to death cause im afraid i cant be home at 9 pm because of the school program...yet when i say sorry, you did say so...i was blessed to have you as my papa...your not perfect...but for me you are...i will man up thats a duty! and ill do my best to stick on it...

to my momma...you know that ive loved you...actually my brotha and i both do! haha and your freaking me out if your not in the house and theres no one to cook for us!i cant live without you...we were old enough to do all the stuff on our own, yet you spoiled us much that even me dont know how to cook for my self and throw tantrums cause i dont want to eat if you dont cook it...and to think im a big girl now! you! haha you're the suspect on that crime...thank you so much for helping me grow the person i am today... i cant imagine days without you... i can trade my life to make yours a lifetime... you know already what to know... stay healthy! 

to my one and only brotha! hey man! haha you always taught me that Life isn’t always a party... and so ever since im such a homie...and youre always the one who goes out partying... if im a homie then youre my counterpart... you see me as a good sister and im thankful on that...i am your hero and youre my hero too...im not perfect yet your so proud of me being as your sister... all im asking dont get intimidated on me, if you want to have a girlfriend then you can have...dont worry about me, i already accept the fact its not my time hahaha kidding! but yeah... i will try my best to stay prim and proper just for you guys! just dont let me down, youre all ive got, and your the reason im working so hard... 

im so blessed to have a family like i have...if i had to live my life again...it still would be yours i belong... you know i love you so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO US hahah im running out of words... ☻ 

to my friends... i know most people befriend you and then take part of the gaiety but when you’re caught up in a serious predicament, they’re never around.This year I realized that although it’s good to always try to see the good in people, nobody is perfect and some people will be immature and will forever try to bring others down. No matter how much you try to be good to people, you should never expect them to do the same thing to you. You can’t force people to always be positive, their attitudes & outlook in life are influenced by their upbringing. You’re in no position to judge them cos of that. 

I know I’m blessed to have tons of friends, but I’m even more blessed to have a handful that I can count on... HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

most specially to the people im glad ive known here on blogosphere... i may a newbie on their world...but im glad ive known some of the best i think worth the writing for...who would have thought a teacher like Teacher Mots   inspires me alot of things,not to mention the rated pg thingy on his blog haha but man! his one hell of an artist... i wonder why he didnt have a degree on artistry...his amazing! words are not enough for this person...
also to this person... before im just bloghopping until i was really parking on his blog the whole day... reading his reviews to books and movies, since i also love books, his blog already catches my attention... his also a good damn of a writer... i maybe kapal ang face to say this but i really think his my friend already haha i cant help but just be amaze on his write ups about stories...and his a guy but his like me his weird,like his whole blog thing is orange...duh his name is ORANGE ^^ the orange wit 
and a lot of writers...there's Neneng kilabot where i wa so envious on how she write tagalog haha shes so funny! her blog is full of humor... also just like the the wicked mouth whom i cant stop laughing with... his so green! and one time i really cant stop laughing at the office its so embarrassing cause i ddint help it i really burst out... and lots of people thats in my blog list... those people made me write again... maybe i dont know them personally but i can feel them...i can relate to their ego's... haha they were all COOL! 


i hope i gotta chance on seeing them one of those days... and to read more from them, learn more from them and hopefully those people wont fade... im thankful ive gain more real friends here and this year... 

 It’s hard to find real friends who stick with you even through shitty times.  but these people from my family...friends and new found friends... 

THANK YOU ALL GUYS! MAY YOU HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! WELCOME 2012! thank you 2011... 

love    love    love...   ♥   ♥   ♥

I FEEL SULTRY BUT NOT NOW...

its sinking in me already...i can feel it, as the days slowly counting to end the year...

Christmas is in the corner already...

and im feeling blue...or shall i say , im having Christmas blues...well, maybe it is...

on the other hand of the story...iv'e almost cried at this very moment...haha why? because theres someone who walk in , in the office, talk to me and ask about flights of PAL...he then started to talk about VP Binay...i was just listening to him while talking on the phone...then after he smiled talked again to me and told me about it,he then say thank you for certain help iv'e handed...then he gave me something and say MERRY CHRISTMAS...then he explain why shes staring at me(well,let me clear his not a maniac ok,his oldie and his very sacred haha his a SULTAN in mindanao...he said " in our religion we dont dis grace our woman,we love thee , but as what i have witness in your religion not all of you naman, but you can agree that meron talaga mostly of your guys dont treat your woman nicely...in mindanao, if you brokenheartedly hurt woman you will pay for that,and you will be sorry, we dont feel mercy to guys who hurt woman and children..." and i was like pausing in front of the Sultan  like a post for a couple of minutes...and he said "so dont be confused why i gave you that,i remember my sister in you,shes a steward,that is why i feel people like you..."

and i was stunned by what he just said to me...like WHAT?!!! how come a stranger just walk in my office,ask something and have penetrated something in me as fast as like that...amazing! hahah eh?weird...mamamatay na yata ako haha...well, ang ganda talaga ng morning ko, all of a sudden my sadness fade away... i dont know how that look in his eyes and his smile...i remember what my father just did this morning for me and my brother...oh my mamamatay na talaga ako haha freak...

so...back to business...ive managed to wake up early again...the 5th and the 6th morning mass...the message was the Annunciation of Mother Mary and her Visitation to her cousin Isabel...consecutively...

smoothly it goes well, but the mass this morning was like a test to everyone, the weather didnt quite well,slight rain showers during first reading...since we are outside the church,but still we have our own chairs, momma said to go inside it might fall off soon, so i did and its very hot inside, im sweating a lot like baldi baldi talaga hahaha kid! i was standing there inside, and after the priest conducted the final doxology we go out to where my momma was,by then the rain started to fall, but it didnt threaten us instead we just stand there and wait for the final blessing...i just love to be like this forever, yung walang sungay ang head ko haha

im so happy, i can fullfil my Chirstmas list...its not a wish list but its a list of things i wanna do to be bid farewell to this year...i can foresee that im doing my job well...hahahha keep it up keep it up...im cheering myself alone... dumbness ^^ well,im weird that cant be help...eh?...

piece of heaven...

read after to see the complements given to this one...oh heaven! hahaha 

3rd & 4th MORNING MASS KICK OFF!

the third and the fourth morning mass...

so far the sleepiest morning mass iv'e had was on the 3rd dawn...i just dont know why...at first i feel very warm,seems like its not dawn,and im sweating a lot...i ask my momma to move a lil bit further cause i cannot breath...and they were all laughing cause they feel cold and i was the only one sweating like hell hahah 

and after a couple of minutes i feel better...and the mass goes well...but there's something i notice during mass...

so the fourth morning mass was this morning... 

it goes well, also...but the thing is the something i was talking about the mass is that...the choir song choices...i just dont feel it...like, hello?!its Christmas so why dont we sang Christmas or Holy songs to praise each masses? no wonder people who attend the mass dont sang along with them, 'cause actually we dont know the songs...i was used with the old ways that during Christmas masses we sang song of holy and more lively christmas church song choices...

on my view, it only happens once in a year so why dont we give more to God, why can we choose nice songs without meaning to sang with our heart and lungs out full of nonsense...and when it comes to singing and giving praise Him for his birthday we settle for songs like its not an important event?...*sigh* 

im planning to tell my auntie to advice the choir so that they will sing christmas related praises just like what the Mnsgr. wanted and also to give respect to Him cause its his birthday not an ordinary occasion...

we have done it before why not now also?duh...really getting into my nerves a lil bit every time the priest finishes his part and so the people would sing, we dont know all the songs,and what more depressing about it is that you can really hear that the voices you can hear was them only...

i mean, the celebrant and the reason why we go to church is because of Jesus and to worship him,and give praises to Him...its not our place to shine its Him who really need the attention and needs our heads to turn to...not ourselves... thats very simple yet neglected...i was really nagging with all these stuffs and telling my momma and aunt and they agree hahah *devil smile*

and when you have these issues better to eat it all out...well, thats me when comforting myself hahahah yummy! you can order this at majestic,robinson...^^ feel free to dig it out...droll hahahahah

the cabs...lettuce + mushroom + bread + egg on top = H E A V E N baby!

2ND MORNING MASS '11 AND ITS LESSONS

Angels... are mythical beings often depicted as messenger of God on the Hebrew and Christian Bible and  Quran, also ive read on a certain Christian site that Angels are pure spirits created by God...the word ANGEL comes from the Greek word "angelos" which means messenger...and they have specific given characteristics and values to elaborate more further these beings...well, iv'e come up with this because i saw the modeled manger in our church this morning that the only statue that stands in our church manger is the angel...and it was also discuss to us people in the church before the mass ended that our church committee  lacks fund for purchasing the manger that should be used during mass...before it was really a routine that the statue of the saints will be used for the manger,but the church ministers dont allow it now,cause the risk of using the real one's is maybe a hustle for them and they are just protecting and avoiding the real ones to be damaged...we just dont know what could have happen in the future...we cant be perfect anytime, eh...^^ so thats great that the administration also tell the people so that we can contribute for the manger and for the church also...

well,back to the mass, this morning it rains so hard here in Cebu...but it didnt stop me from attending the mass...3 am im very wide awake, and i started to send mms to my friends, this is really my devotion to them,i will be their alarm clock whenever they are in the country...and hopefully they are not annoyed whenever they receive my morning message...haha and i decide on this alone huh...some gave some response like 'WOAH ITS TOO EARLY!' "YOU REALLY SURE COMPLETING THE MASS HA"...

well,that cant be help... ☻

♥______________A  BOWL  OF  HAPPINESS FROM HEAVEN________________♥

please read more...so you'll know the whole story of todays mass...☻ thank you! i put the break here cause i dont know where to put the foodie...^^ hehe yum yum yum!

FIRST MORNING MASS BEFORE CHRISTMAS ♥

this is one of the most memorable morning mass ive had...because for the first time...haha the mass was pause for almost 20 minutes,to give way to the Mnsgr./priest , the mass was about to reach its end, when suddenly before the peace be with you part, he was gone and haha i wasl ike, momma,where is he?Missing?...then i chuckle a bit...momma said,he goes to the CR...oh goodness hahaha ...well, thats the funny part but i also appreciate and overwhelmed with the neighborhood,the church was jam-packed this morning...im happy that people in our town didn't forget to attend the mass...and i hope to my self that i can finish this through out Christmas,and to continue what iv'e always done by the past few years...^^ 

IM SO EXCITED!...♥ ♥ ♥

and maybe tonight i will start buying my gifts for everyone...i feel awesome, cause i know i can share some happiness...we all know material things cant buy real happiness...but being able to feel that the real gift i wanna give this Christmas is that, what i really actually wanted to give them,they feel it right now...and im glad iv'e so rounded by good people...simple,yet honest enough to let you feel comfortable that your effort are not wasted...

at this time of the season...its very weird that im always a cry baby...^^ oh yeah, when i think of something right now, i always feel like crying...not because im sad...its because im always overwhelmed... thank God, the pain has faded perfectly without hurting myself...the hurt has faded but the love and happiness brought by it remains untouchable...maybe this is sounds weird...but its a matter of choice...i can see im no one compared to him, and that drives me to left the feelings behind and buried it there...soundless...they may think im such a coward...but to live in a country like ours who value so much dignity...maybe iv'e made it right to just keep it myself...its not easy but its cool cause it makes me push my self more further, take more risk on making decisions so i can help myself be better enough for the future...not to be better enough for someone...but to give credit to myself for such a pity now...hahahah revenge revenge! kidding aside, i haven't buy the Christmas tree , hah my momma reminded me this morning...before, when the first morning mass approaching we already have our xmas tree in our sala...but now i dont know the people were so busy doing nonsense with my self also...^^ but i will buy it tonight...stress...hahaha
so everybody! good luck to your Christmas welcoming...love love love ♥

..............................................................................................

EGGPLANT  CHIPS  ↑

this is very addicting... again... what iv'e eat is a piece of heaven...awts...super shallowness of my happiness ...hahha i love food...

DELICIOSO!... ♥

SOUL INCARNATES TO A BOOK...

morning mass is just a day away...oh my!its Christmas time...

today,iv'e look back how my year goes...then i was amaze on realizing that it feels like yesterday when we celebrate Christmas,then its here again....after its a new year to face...this morning my momma got the calendar in my bag for 2012,then she go directly to see if what day my birthday will fall...then she look for my brother birthday then on papa's birthday then her birthday...i can see on her face amazed knowing next year will be a leap year...oh yeah...she said..."so your Tito will have his birth day now!the calendar has a 29!on February...haha " i dont know if shes excited or shes just making fun when she said that hahaha oh momma!!!

well, im happy today because i can see people around me are feeling light...i can see their happiness reflects on their faces...and they were all doing well...

i wish Christmas in the Philippines now wont be rainy as before...i thought rain showers during Christmas mass blessing...but dont like it if it pour heavy just like before...^^ i pitied the babies carried by their parents , it adds the burdens but honestly i dont see it angers them or pissing them off...you can only see the excitement ,the thoughts of HEY TS CHRISTMAS!...MERRY CHRISTMAS!...HI HOW ARE YOU?MERRY CHRISTMAS...

they say,Christmas in the Philippines  is very festive , and i agree! its one of my favorite celebrations in the country...family gathers together and the happiness and the magic our natives have is very unexplainable...

as i was pausing everything im writing a while ago...i bump unto Teacher Mots blog post...hahah cant stop laughing...well, far from the topic...i want to add something on my Christmas list...im planing to segregate my things after Christmas...then i notice something my books...i want to have the book i want again...the one that i have before,i gave it to our college proof...and i miss reading the story...
NOTHING LAST FOREVER...- SIDNEY SHELDON

“You have two choices. you can keep running and hiding and blaming the world for your problems, or you can stand up for yourself and decide to be somebody important.”
― Sidney Sheldon, Nothing Lasts Forever

shes my idol in writing...iv'e looked in stores just to have a copy of that book, before iv'e seen one, but i dont have money that time...and when i looked at it again, it was sold, the store was having a sale...goodness!

this is the exact book ive had before

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS...

S  I  S  I  G

this past few days...i was feeling a little dope, haha ya know mr.friend calls me again then want to meet up on our friends house so we can plan for our Christmas party...i think i was able to hide my feelings very very good enough...i stay away from him so he wont see my face...sometimes i take some glimpse on him,then haha i dont look at him...im afraid i was blushing inside...even if my body aches so much...i still finds myself walking out our door making my way to the said venue...im doing this for them,and maybe i just want to see him...that was very weird eh?...im kinda back on track again...the feeling of awakening from a deep sleep...

well, maybe some things cant be controlled by us...and maybe ill forget about this ...

Christmas is just 12 days to go from now...i myself never knew it will gone so fast haha actually its hardly sinking in my thoughts...i was like "gosh!when will i start buying gifts for my love ones"
today iv'e scolded my self...i forgot my keys to my office...oh goodness...so when i arrive , i decided to go back at the house...of all the things i could have left without me,why the keys?!!!!
im very upset about this...maybe im just over thinking everything this past few days and so i was left so stupid and absent minded this couple of days...im thinking about the audit iv'e made...thank goodness iv'e receive a call and my work were correct! if it wasn't i dont know what should i do about it...
this has been the reason why im worried and so absent minded...im afraid i may not done it well...and im relieve after getting the info this morning...

...ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS...
...HOW ABOUT YOU?...

TURNS UPSIDE DOWN...O_o

...i cant barely explain how my body aches so much right now...but still need to go to work...

iv'e shed my tears every time my upper back aches...i find myself biting my lips cause it hurts so much...cant wait to go home...i know...ive over used my body...but this time im really afraid...T_T  

afraid that this might be serious...iv'e known this for a long time, and i just neglected this...

maybe i should give myself a credit...im planing to go for a rest tomorrow...maybe a massage will make this feel better...

im encoding right now, and i cant turn around my neck...i dont have stiff neck but my upper back is very sore up to the edge of my nape...wow its very painful man! i want to leave for today, but i cant just left behind my work for today...theres work to be done...and tons of it! sakit talaga...this is the first time iv'e had this...and i dont know whats the reason for this...when i woke up this morning, twas like 5 in the morning , i was awakened due to the pain when i was about to move my body... so i lend my lower back to the other side so that i can push my body to get up...i feel so crippled... then i decided to take a walk outside...my brother ask me why i get up so early...i told him nothing...i dont want him burden this, malayo lang naman  to sa bituka...i dont want to distract him from studying...its his exam today...so i hope he gets the test done...maybe...of all the people around me, only him could make me take my life just for him..thats how important my brother is to me...i dont mind working just to support him, iv'e given half of my life just to help him, no regrets at all...even if i used too much everything iv'e learn just to give him and help him prepared for his life i will always openly do it...he maybe know i work hard for him, but he doesnt know how i sacrifice a lot for him...i can see naman his giving me credits...he respects me...his my only brother so i will fought a fight just for him...oh my! im so emotional when it comes to him..i dont ask anything from him...all im hoping is that he finish his studies...and thats all, when his over that he can do what he want...im laways here to guide him no matter ...

.gosh...im multi-tasking right now...encoding and blogging...^^ while my other hand is on the phone...haha pity myself...work overload weekend!...

this is why i love working...i can do what are the things and stuff people expect youre good to...and you also know that you are needed and your important on such aspect...i hope i can give justice to my report now...^^ well i need to go for now...i will just leave a short something ^^

this is my lunchy...

WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE...

there's nothing so important on todays page of my life...its been 5 days already and still the rain hasn't stop...

hoping for next week that it wont rain during morning mass...if i can recall its still clear on my memory that the past 3 years Christmas eve's were rainy...

it cant be help...pacific countries always have this climate during the last quarters of the month...December is yet the coldest month...^^ 

last night i watched the-x-factor-usa... i love Melanie Amaro and Cris Rene...for some, they might ask y? for a person like me...who loves music and music really is flowing from my very veins...i can totally understand the emotions how they feel when they sang their songs last night...i was teary eyed when Cris sang his last song choice during the last part... and this is not the first time...he really is inspiring...while Melanie whose my bet ever since... gave me goosebumps... shes amazing!...im very hooked to singing competitions...specially foreign ones...maybe because they dont cheat on results and they dont have favoritism... they really give credits to talents...so sad we have lots of amazing talents in the country but overshadowed by personal capabilities...
so the results was given last night...and its Rachel Crow who bid goodbye...cant believe shes out already...next week is their semi final performance...so down to four...its gonna be tough! and im excited about it...

A LIST TO CHILL FOR A WHILE

true about  it...its been a roller coaster ride for me the whole year round... or should i say after i graduated college...'twas all worth it...have the long awaited freedom to do some things you wanted when  im still studying,mostly the stuffs that torn my heart a million times cause i was deprive from it...all the sore was all worth it...got my job...super cool, your earning for yourself, gotta help the family also...people whom you didn't know to last were the ones who lasted and never held back even on their thoughts...thanks to all of them! im looking forward to see them randomly year after year beyond today...

i wish this Christmas would be special...really hope so...

my Christmas wish...list ^^ that i barely stick on to...

1. complete the morning mass routine , just like what i am doing for the past years...

2. i wanna be more happy and continue to carry it on welcoming the new year...

3. wish to spend the last days of the year to friends and family...the ones who gonna come from other place and the ones who will eventually fly for a greener pasture...

4. hope i can give more love to the people whom i owe   the attention and great things...and hopefully i wont forget anyone whom i will send my gifts..though i forget always...^^

5. i hope i am well on that day so that i can last the time needed to all the events i will be into this holiday...

lastly...i want us all to have a merry merry Christmas with our family...and just enjoy! God is the reason...

 i stop making resolutions and Christmas list , cause i cannot do it...i always ended up failed... then when i look back now, im amaze! cause probably some was not a fail...just like going to the mass...im always present even if im sooo sleeeeeeeppppppyyyyy i always scold myself, then get up...chill for a while then i find myself setting in the church waiting for the priest to start the mass, and during masses i dont feel any drowsy at all...im always very awake...lolz! ^^

rambling...at the office

...NEVER SAW IT COMING...

... i never really saw it coming....never even in my presumption...never foresee that one of those days i'd broke down like that...like down in the dumps... but  thanks God im a far cry about it already...wow bilis ^^
im inspired...by who? not who...but why...yeah...the reason im inspired is that someone made me realize something so important in my life and i left it behind...put it in a closet and bury it there for such a long time...what was it?...im talking about my unfinished songs...no one knows i love writing songs,poems,stories that was before when i was not that busy,still a dorky student back in college and my best friends would hangout in the cafeteria then make some melody for my songs...that was all fun...i love reading...i never saw this before that one day i will forgot about my abilities...
then my favorite blogger / writer / artist...lets name him...he is Teacher Mots...weird name yeah...but thats how artist tag themselves... he inspires me a lot, not the typical inspiration that emerged right away...i know im so hard to please but this man is such gifted that i dont know how to elaborate him more further...maybe his far different from my idol in painting Mr. Aris...and my uncle whom an artist also they both well known on their field right now...Mr.Aris inspired me to write more songs, while my uncle is my idol when it comes to discipline, dedication, work oriented and more blah blah blah...^^ but Mr. Mots specialize on something...his cathcy...his on a comical basis...and he approach children...his a teacher anyways ^^ haha  and i like how he express his love for his mother Mrs.Mudrax...super COOL!

i forgot also the purpose somehow this past few days the intention and purpose of my blog...maybe because i was too carried awat with my damn emotions...haha darn i forgot my tag line
 'THERE'S MORE TO LIFE MAN!' ...
Howdy of me...now im super back on track not just the word okay but far far far from that day full of stupidity ^^ my respects for teachers intensifies more and more each time i read his blog post..well if he post something very rated PG haha its his choice its his blog kinda learn from him...eh? yeah, im not used reading or hearing those words from my environment but i can hear it somewhere else, even in a bunch of friends, and my usual response is to be just quite and smile...what more can i say? im just telling you my friends that im okay now...no more l.o.v.e emote...that is so not cool...and very not me...

a home made bread...

LATE POSTED...BITS OF THE SHATTERED PIECE

"Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year , to save from tears

I'll give it to someone special"

i was then relieve, as i was reading the comical blog from one of my favorite blooger...his a teacher...his really COOL! not just the word on its sense but his really is something!his 24 and his very TALENTED! i have my screaming tonsils because of his works, before i was not interested on his blog post,i thought Mudrax was his wife, i ended up embarrassing myself again, so typically she was his MOM after all...how was that eh?...

i kinda find him Awesome because before, iv'e been torn apart on choosing a course my ever love Teaching or taking Information Tech. then i ended up enrolling on the 2nd one...i really like his art and works...specially the lessons on his funny comical post...his an artist...a truly one in nature and its true sense...im looking forward for his next post...his driving me crazy a lil'bit , it takes my boredom...i was like , cant stop laughing reading on his blog...its somehow my MEDICATION...nice!!!!

far cry from that, on the pacific view ^^ i can almost count from my fingers the days before Christmas, why cant i stop talking about it, eh? hmmm, i envy my friend, he now reach his goal, to find a partner...Lolz! but i dont take it as pressure...knowing i was left alone from the circle of friends WITHOUT a boyfriend...gosh...hahaha should i pressure myself? hmmm,bet no, my target is 27...yeah...as in when im 27 and im very old that time, and when that happens all those handsome pepz are gone, scared eh? KIDDING!

yeah maybe if Prince could have been here maybe it wont be a very bad idea...but my friend is far from here like he was on the other side of the world and im here on the Phil.s, i really dont think it will work and turn out okay... 

TAKES MY BOREDOM AWAY!

ADIóS NOVIEMBRE...HOLA DICIEMBRE

its been a great December 1st ,to all...the sky gives its blessing to all of us...early this morning it rains...

not that heavy , twas more on rain showers...and as to my friend, it was something blessing from the skies...

a friend of myself that calls me big sis! yeah, and i call him Bro! i like to talk about stuffs im dealing with because he had lots of opinions to share with...we sometimes debate on something, and he ended up loosing...because i dont give up, and when he feels im getting intense he will say...OH GOD,I RAN OUT OF ENGLISH SIS...then he would laugh...his very smart...and if his confused about his work, we will then send me all his thesis and reports for his school papers then he would ask me to read all of that...i was like...WHAAAT? ALL OF THIS? his such a big pain on the head haha but i like his way on approaching and expressing himself on me...i know i was some kind of a person who's very hard to deal with...but he always fight with me so he could understand me, then he will make me laugh at his most awful joke...wanna know what was it? oh yeah it goes like this...'' I'LL FIND A GOOD MAN FOR YOU!SO YOU CAN HAVE A LOVE LIFE"...that makes me laugh...im thinking to myself that when my friends tells me that same lines. what were they thinking? am i that super pitiful person so i need to have a love life?...haha they just dont know...they were all funny...trying to find someone who would suits me, as they say they want to find my counterpart...eh?