there comes a certain time in peoples lives where we tend to get drown by life illusions...some totally gets drown and couldn't lift themselves like they're drown into the quagmire...and some manage to climb up and realize its plain illusion and gets back to normal...now, ive been confused for some reasons before...studies...people...directions...decisions and even roads to take...but then im where at myself now because of the things ive learn from my parents and with some support of good and real friends so rounding me... after i graduated, ive worked and been separated by my good friends, but theres networking sites that connects me to them...but as time flies by, it seems to be a bit odd, i feel the real thing is that they were really far from me...like now, i dont know why suddenly i just miss my bestfriend...its been a year since i heard from her... i have my other bestfriend but his a guy, theres a difference between a guy and a lady pal...^^ i am really confused with something and i wanted to tell someone about it...but i feel awkward at times i want to attempt on saying something with my best guy pal... its like! bloody helL!!! i cant utter a single word hahaha Oh it really sucks...
it is so funny because this is i think the third time im confused about this...ive never been like this before haha
well, i guess i need to make sure about this feeling first before i jump into conclusion...maybe its just the other way 'round about it...i dont want to be a jinx with my own intuition...
