Its been a nice morning for me today...i have an early call time for work since i need to do the reports and send it to the accountant..well, im disappointed a little bit, cause the manager set this time but shes not here in the office yet...WHAT? yeah...shes late again...and its annoying me cause i get up early so that i can make it on time and do the report right away...not knowing shes not here ^^ lelz...
yesterday, i let out some of the emotions thats been taking me...and you know i dont regret telling you guys that finally i found someone worth admiring for...even if on the contrary im just the one who thinks admiring this person and his not towards me...its selfish though its kinda cool for me, cause i get to be near him whenever we decided to hang out with other friends...haha and i feel so embarrass about this cause i know its my first time feeling this for a person...maybe because i never trusted a guy ever since...and loving someone like wanting to have a relationship isn't my priority at all because of my goals in life... and forgive me about feeling this right now cause i didn't know also why i admire this person...well, its kinda martyr thing but it makes me happy, anyways he doesn't know so i am free to stare at his face... well, maybe this will be the last time we'll gonna talk about the man iv'e fall for...because i dont really know how to express my self better when it comes to something like this ^^ im such a creep cause im grown up now but still im not comfortable talking about love...
and i dont want to be a jinx with my own happiness...
