this has been my escape from the flip side of the earth...well,there's nothing really interesting with my life so far this week...not to mention for the first time im in love...and was tormented apart...hahaha ^^ how cool was that eh?...thats me, iv'e never liked the idea of feeling alone, if your sad why think of the problem? it wont solve anything...so last night i told my secret to my coolest cousin Emy Mendez, she's not just my grown up cousin but she's almost my little sister... then she said "WHAT? ARE YOU SOME KIND OF A CRAZY WOMAN? I KNOW YOUR NOT LIKE THAT, YOUR TOUGH!" then i give him a spank on her head! then i just laugh...well, maybe that makes me realize like i was imagining myself from last night...that to the extinct of my excitement about my secret that most of the time i was telling her i was teary eyed...^^ lelz! sooo pathetic of me...
its Holiday today totally in the whole Philippines, but for some reasons there are also some fields needs to get going...like ours...im at the office right now, very bored...wanted to talk someone...like HELLO?... its been a year and still i dont have someone to talk to...im almost feeling my blues right now...maybe because of that feeling..Bloody Hell! how i wish i can teat this to pieces so i will feel numb 'bout it...^^ for heavens sake... i decided to forget about it yesterday...still i dont know how to write and put the words so that i can finish my post today... i just go with the flow, i will write the stuffs that will eventually comes out from my mind as i was writing this one...^^ how lame...
