Thursday, April 28, 2011

i love my blog

as usual im writing now a blog cause hindi masyado busy...while BORN THIS WAY is playing on the radio...somehow the song is real...y? cause theres a line in the lyrics goes like this...


hahahha so its real!for me it is...well i cant stop myself writing nonsense hehehehhe gotta go back to my work...muaaaaah i love my blog...^^

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

break time in work

what a day...its very hot outside,weow! so im sipping a drink of royal today...pass muna sa coke today...hhahahhaha im listening to I NEED YOU NOW & AMERICAN HONEY on radio!chill lang muna ako sa gonna be doing my papers a few minutes from now hhaahhahaha..

now KISS ME is playing in the radio, KISS me...^^ weow im wondering y ang gaganda ng mga songs this hour...weow listen to MONSTER RADIO CEBU...back to to go my blog...SO KISS ME...^^ adik mo na ako...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

haha destiny

There are some revealing things in my mind now...i never think of this it just pop out in my im afraid to be alone...i can sense the one God has been telling me is almost close to me...hhahahahha weirdness of me...^^ who would that be?...well only God can tell...^^
Maybe im not ready yet...or am i just pulling my back to face the reality?...theres no one who will wait for me...well wala akong magagawa jan kaya ikakain ko nalang hahahahahahahah

I dont wanna get depress because of that stupid thing...for me its stupid cause im pushing i decided to just let it flow...besides God has given me the sign...

mussssssshhhh...i just hope your true to God... 


Matthew 26: 14 - 25
14Then one of the twelve, who was called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests
15and said, "What will you give me if I deliver him to you?" And they paid him thirty pieces of silver.
16And from that moment he sought an opportunity to betray him.
17Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread the disciples came to Jesus, saying, "Where will you have us prepare for you to eat the passover?"
18He said, "Go into the city to a certain one, and say to him, `The Teacher says, My time is at hand; I will keep the passover at your house with my disciples.'"
19And the disciples did as Jesus had directed them, and they prepared the passover.
20When it was evening, he sat at table with the twelve disciples;
21and as they were eating, he said, "Truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me."
22And they were very sorrowful, and began to say to him one after another, "Is it I, Lord?"
23He answered, "He who has dipped his hand in the dish with me, will betray me.
24The Son of man goes as it is written of him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! It would have been better for that man if he had not been born."
25Judas, who betrayed him, said, "Is it I, Master?" He said to him, "You have said so."

This is todays Gospel...hope you enjoy reading...Godbless us all...

morning ^^ HOLY WEDNESDAY 2011

Two days before Christ's death...I dont know y this morning my body is so heavy...i dont want to go to work,i just wanna lay down...but i have i got up,and then the usual thing i do in the morning lalo na kapag hindi maganda ang aking gising ay ang pag simangot...but then thsi morning seems so weird...maganda ang gising ko...i also give money to my brother hahahahhahahahha minsan lang mangyari ang ganun...
Now im in the office..napaka boring...wala na kasi ang ibang friends ko,ayun...nagsipag alisan na,having their vacations...but later today alis na din ako...may tinatapos lang naman ako dito...

And pano ko matatapos eh nag ba-blog ako ngayon hahahhahahha LOLZ to myself...worst thing hungry...ewan ko ba parati nalang akong gutom...hhahahhahha im excited to go home and take some rest... 

weird talaga ang mga song sa radio this day hahahha

Hard To Say Im Sorry by : CHICAGO
Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
You're gonna be the lucky one.
im listening to this song right now...hahahhahahah kinda weird...puro nalang love song...grrrr kakainis parang it always reminding me that im all alone hahahhaha LOLZ

Monday, April 18, 2011


John 13: 21 - 33, 36 - 38

21When Jesus had thus spoken, he was troubled in spirit, and testified, "Truly, truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me."
22The disciples looked at one another, uncertain of whom he spoke.
23One of his disciples, whom Jesus loved, was lying close to the breast of Jesus;
24so Simon Peter beckoned to him and said, "Tell us who it is of whom he speaks."
25So lying thus, close to the breast of Jesus, he said to him, "Lord, who is it?"
26Jesus answered, "It is he to whom I shall give this morsel when I have dipped it." So when he had dipped the morsel, he gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot.
27Then after the morsel, Satan entered into him. Jesus said to him, "What you are going to do, do quickly."
28Now no one at the table knew why he said this to him.
29Some thought that, because Judas had the money box, Jesus was telling him, "Buy what we need for the feast"; or, that he should give something to the poor.
30So, after receiving the morsel, he immediately went out; and it was night.
31When he had gone out, Jesus said, "Now is the Son of man glorified, and in him God is glorified;
32if God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself, and glorify him at once.
33Little children, yet a little while I am with you. You will seek me; and as I said to the Jews so now I say to you, `Where I am going you cannot come.'
36Simon Peter said to him, "Lord, where are you going?" Jesus answered, "Where I am going you cannot follow me now; but you shall follow afterward."
37Peter said to him, "Lord, why cannot I follow you now? I will lay down my life for you."
Jesus answered, "Will you lay down your life for me? Truly, truly, I say to you, the cock will not crow, till you have denied me three times.

This is todays gospel...last sunday, i've gone to church with my family...and this is one of the homily and the reading...last sunday is PALM im working...but hopefully tomorrow would be the last working day in the office...lets all spend time to repent...say thank you... reminiscing what God had given to us and to pray...this is one lacking today...the real meaning of HOLY WEEK are shadowed of lots of celbration...not knowing the only celebration should took place is the suffering and Jesus words happenings...

I love this celebration cause its the only way i can approach God,say sorry to Him,talk to Him,say I love you to Him...

Last sunday the priest mention "MY BROTHER HE TOLD HIS FELLOWS
But people did not understand what Jesus really mean by that,instead people crucify themselves during Holy Week,that should not be done...for me what really Jesus meant by that was that we should all be vigilant and took our own responsibility of our own instinct and action we shouls repent for our sins ans let others follow you and realize how great it is to follow God...

The road ahead may not be easy but the price of getting there is worth the burden and heavy...
God love us taht he gave His life so we should be taking that chance to do good not to harm...still it doesnt sinks in to our mind...even me,im a sinner...but i think im making my ways to repent for that sins i've done,start a new life with Him and just wait what God has planned for me ahead...

Friday, April 15, 2011

thank you kuya mike

Its been a while since i posted something about the happenings of my everyday living...but it doesnt mean i skip days on blogs...hahhahahhah its kinda funny because the reason i cant write on my own blog site is that i was reading someones blog...funny thing happened was as im so eager to read the stories on his blog i forgot the time i sleep 2:00 am something last night...I really finish the story...woaaaah! a long story...its all about the brothers... haha i wont tell u about the story...its secret...i search some interesting stories of life...and i was amazed by the author he gives justice to each character...

Way back before...i love to write stories...My fav. reader was my cousin emy...she always gives praise to my work,she correct my mistake and want me to be better more on my good ones...^^ see?...she doesnt want me to stop reaching and aiming to write more valuable ones...

I wish i can write my own story and published it someday...^^ heheheh libre lang nman mangarap diba...(o_O)

back to that blog i've been rading...hahhahahhahah i vant say more all i can say "VERY VERY VERY INTERESTING" people behind that stories...and the people who supports them weow!i think they badly realte...ako rin even though im not like them seems like one of my alter ego connects to them...i can see some parts of my ego to them...

I want to give credits to mike...thank you kuya mike for sharing and letting those people write on your much fun and so much overwhelmed to know their still people proving "happiness cant be buy and happiness are equal for every one of lesbians...God creats every one of us..." 

Friday, April 8, 2011

escape from the brink of loosing

its so cute to see people happily in love...people who is very much love and people veru much in love to their in the office right now writing about nonsense of my thoughts again hahahahahha
You know the feeling of loneliness?well i can batter described this one...y?cause im all alone...but on the other side i have a loving family... and im contented,but! now i want to have someone to love already and someone who will love me,as for now i am very much love by God...His been so good to me and my family....
right now im so sleepy but i cant sleep haha im in the office i might get fired hahahhaha lolz!i just imagining foods to keep me up till 6 today...haha weow!i remember something! Alaska Aces escape from a defeat of the PBA qf game 1 last night...what a tough night for them...they almost lose the game,but thanks to God they survived in the remaining seconds of the last quarter hahahahaha yepey!im sooooo happy...wish ALASKA will face the TALK n TEXT on finals...cant wait to see....^^ thats for now...

hate scammers

what a day...i finished my papers today...early this morning...and i cant believe what the evidence states...involve talaga ang akala ko that was my friend...but yah,shes into it...theres a problem in the office now,a scam...and the investigation of the papers that was passed unto my hands were stating my co-workers bagged up the money for their own desire...nakakainit ng ulo...
I feel betrayed cause i thought shes responsible and shes God fearing but no!im wrong...were all wrong...shes u know...she really suckz!they both first i never thought about her involving to such problem,it really never crosses into my mind,that shes into it also,but it was her own writing ang her own signature...stating she knows about the lost money...cause she also have a part in issuing it to the passenger and it was not reported so the money were gone...OMG!so much trouble...
I pity my managers...

Monday, April 4, 2011

sad ending of a friend's story

What if somebody you trust betray you?what will u do? dont know what will i say to the person,what is clear to me is that i will never talk to the person ever and ever but before that i will only have 2 question 1."Why did you do so?did i do something wrong with you?" 2. "Are you satisfied and happy now?".. that will be all...

As i am working now...There is a person who taught me things and stuff that i should learn from my work but then this person is now involve now in a scam...i cant believe shes into it...she is so good for me,but that life is...sooooo ironic...only she knows the truth about what happen.Now shes not working here anymore,she never gets in here how bored i am today and i miss the times we drink coke that is our bonding moments...i miss the food hahahahahahaha but i still look up to her maybe theres a reason for all of this.