L O L ♥ ♥ ♥

last monday after shift the team had a little get together team building cause this week we will be having out shift bid... we've been scared with our wits cause we've been used to the thought that we will be growing and build our careers with each other...i cannot even imagine  myself being with another bunch of people but that's part of the life of a call center agent...but for me,its too soon to bid goodbyes to those people whom i used to be with and get a long with...we were rule breakers and super doper hungry to prove that we value our supervisor we knew we need to prove a lot from the team whose agents are tenure  already....the reason why we need to fight for our supervisors position,we are his first team to be handle since he was promoted as a supervisor...that is why we need to be hungry for achievements and thank goodness our stats was good we keep him...the sad part was that he needs to let go two of our teammates, they weren't appraise early this month...that was the saddest part we had one of them was one of the my closest friend and shes too sweet to break down like that...shes kinda ok now,moving forward...now were facing a glitch that will part our ways and i know it will put walls since some of us will prefer to be in the morning shift cause they do really wanted it that way they cannot stand the stressful shift in graveyard...my stand is that i dont want to be in the morning shift cause the workplace is too far from our place...i need to take off 3 hrs before shift for me to arrive there 30 minutes earlier and not to be late...i cannot complain cause on the first place i know what im into...ive been dedicated on this schedule hahaha im used to it...and im afraid that if i will choose morning i will always be late due to traffic...to be safe i will suite myself on evening shift...my body clock already adjusted on this kind of shit im into...

a lot of me i wanted to share...those stuffs i used to share before...and i have to say something...this was kinda personal haha but im ready to let it be posted since the feelings have subside already...and i feel better and feels good...

here are some of my teammates "EC174 A"

with them ♥

a lot happened since i last posted...remember mr.♥?we go out with our friends,he invited me to go with him to watch Pasigarbo sa Sugbo... that was when i have my RD...after the GA,that night i was with him...i had a lot of fun that night,and im so tired that time,but still ive been pulling up the energy just to get going... anyways that was worth the go anyways...however after that,i havent seen him...were both busy but we still do communicate...his too busy with the trip thingy...anyways this are some of the pictures on that day with our friend...

A HEART ON FIRE ♥

this is taken after shift and after our general assembly last july...where our team supervisor was very proud of us cause during GA giving out the awards for the top 10 agents 7 of my teammates bagged the awards...

that was the best of us accepting the awards together with our very proud sup...

hahhahaha and i got one for ma'self ^^ hahaha  

then we go to Robinsons Mall cause the girls plan to pamper themselves and so one of my friend found this then we had fun taking pictures with ourselves with this two models..

i wanna share this song that's been my LSS for weeks already...♥

Heart On Fire...

I'm falling in, I'm falling down
I wanna begin but I don't know how
To let you know, how i'm feeling
I'm high on hope, I'm reeling

And I won't let you go, now you know
I've been crazy for you all this time
Kept it close, always hoping
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire

Hand in hand, sparkling eyes
The days are bright and so are the nights
Cause when i'm with you, I'm grinning
Once I was through, but now i'm winning

No I won't let you go, now you know
I've been crazy for you all this time
I've kept it close, always hoping
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire

Let me walk through life with you
Everybody dreams of having what we do
Like we're rolling thunder, you pull me out from under

No I won't let you go, now you know
I've been crazy for you all this time
I've kept it close, always hoping
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire

A heart on fire

First day of our CST - for Generalist

Sheridan...Turner...Vanity 

Griffin...Turner...Vanity...Sheridan...

with our Supervisor... Sup Brian... Turner, Sheridan, Vanity,Clemz, and Griffin

at the lobby...

EC 174-A

CIGAR BURNS ♥

...just like the ashes drops down from that cigar stick...i kinda feel that im melting slowly,i havent know ive been obvious and confident on expressing myself on how i feel for this person...however i know that its so impossible...the feeling of waiting in vain...just like the cigar burns and this damn feeling i know i will laugh at this in the future ive been waiting in vain for years and its unacceptable if id let this root that i cant even pull it up when time comes that  id be needing to..

ashes do fell like dust that will blend to the wind haha and just like what i feel for this person... the time when i saw and i am not that stupid to not know this person had someone before its really freakin hard to accept that fact when i learned about it...while spending time with him and he makes you feel special would make you say Please quit playing games...If id just know,i wont let myself fall for you...but i cannot blame this person its me who et myself fall for him... its a kind of a funny story ive been keeping this for almost 6 years...ive already given myself up until this year for this stupid feeling and after that i'll let myself accept the fact that im just tooooooooooo stupid to let this root up without the persons knowledge... haha well, what happen was,i think ive read something on his facebook,two weeks ago... then its kinda slap in the face, haha i think that was a post for the girl...and its just dont feel right... however that was forgiven cause for some reason happen after that... i know God has been very generous to me when it comes to this feeling cause he gives me a lot of reasons not to throw this feelings away... every time i feel like hey,i this is it...move on girl! but then after how many hours a gesture would remind me why i love this person haahaha ive been in a roller coaster ride on this...its hard to be technically single but that person you love,you cant even call your own...
you have to deal with consequences that will make or break a lot of things between the two of you...

Ive never been very showy at all about my feelings to him,its just that maybe i cannot contain it anymore and let it out here...this has been my escape...i know if theres a fog theres been fire burning around the corner and theres no secrets that can be keep haha but i will use my power to keep them as long as i can...


cigar burns do leave scars but there are medications to let the scar wont be visible when it heals...


i know its just a matter of courage...self discipline and guts to go on let a smile out and feels light hearted when life gets harder...his been inspiring me all this time...it toughens me though...


i cannot deny that the work ive had is very stressing...the account im into has its high expectations on each other from the team...there are times that you would feel like giving up and just cry cause you dont have a choice this  is what ive loved to do...and ive gone this far to just give that up easily?unacceptable right? so theres no way to go but to move on...give my best every call history...

there are some issues on this world of ours that shocks me...havent imagine that its like this... the stakes are high... and you cant afford to against that its not an option...what i do is,for me not to lose the spirit in me every now and then during calls...ive had with me his picture...put it on the computer screen and that puts a smile on ma'face no matter how hard was the call is...i can manage that irate caller cause of that i have yes surveys,,,and its really damn good when you know callers are satisfied on how you resolve there concerns...and thats because im inspired hahhaha but yeah its a stupid feeling...

...unrelated with the topic : ive find time to post something today,suddenly we have a schedule change for two weeks,we will have out training,that is why we have our restday today...i feel like a zombie ahaha you guys take care... ♥ i will post more often than not and thats a promise!!!

CIGAR BURNS... and ashes will just gone by the wind and all you have to do is find medication...and let that burn heals...then start from that...

good to be back,reading all the stuffs from my favorite  bloggers...