Tuesday, November 20, 2012

TURNING POINT ?

i am really not sure whats the exact word that could describe how am i feeling today...

turning point...
i believe everyone will come to their own life turning point...when everything seems to be on place all we just have to do is work it out...
is it too soon that ive just said that ive come to my turning point already? haha or am i just too emotional again? well well well my share for today...

its my restday since yesterday i've had breakfast with my bestfriends Chatee and Clair with Kaz...my shift ended at 6am,but have to eat together with these people cause Clair dont work with us anymore her company is way too fat from our work place...anyways she visits us cause she wanna spend time with us and Chatee had a problem and there bestfriends so i ended up going home like aroung 9am haha we had breakfast and chill for talks... comforts a friend who's at the moment on grief and i really do pity her...cant imagine the pain shes been going through anyways i am not in the position to talk about her life its way too private to elaborate more what had happen...

so when i got home i do some movie marathon cause i have to finish the movies that i have. ive watch Johnny English 2,A few best men...The dolphin tale and the Bad teacher lastly The Black Swan...they  were all very old movies but i dont have the time watching it due to my schedule were so hectic...hahah ano sabi?
well after watching movies i have to give justice to my restday i didnt realize ive been so tired that i dont even realize i've just close my eyes and just go to sleep...and im so proud to ma'self...thats been a self record breaking 18 hrs of NON STOP SLEEP... 

so here comes the turning point...

this morning when i woke up...something just came up to my mind...i dont know why it happen or was that just a realization?im really not so sure...the only thing i know thats for sure is that i am so in peace this morning no hang ups...and something struck me...i know for sure that im re bump and new perspective that i have...i really wanna share it and clearly discuss all of it but dont know i just cant put that into words hahaha when weirdness strikes me again anyways...

that realization that i am so happy i am so blessed by God that i have to say thank you to him and to say sorry and i am so in love with God... then it made me realize i am so much ok to let go of all the angst...and i am so excited to be open on relationship already ahhahah well well well wonder if who will be God's prince he will give to me...i dont know why i am really sure that i am so happy that i am single up until now and im happy im enjoying again my work...and so excited to post my next post cause that will be stuffs that i wanted to do before days reach Christmas and wishlist OH MY i can just wait to finish my drafts...

so till next post ciao ♥

im using contact lens now

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