let bygones be bygones

keeping your simplicity despite of all what it is in front of you and keeps grounded at time you should is both such Awesome & damn Hard...why?

Awesome because its definitely reflects that you deserve all the things God has given you cause you never ask for more, dont ask for what is not given, contented, happy, most of all grounded...and its darn pretty much good to keep a character like that...cause not all can live life like that...

Hard because its a character an individual should require for himself and should not take away from the heart...and that some struggles to have ...because not all of us can manage to control our super bad inside but its the way we deliver and divulge it and on how we loose our coolness of simplicity to our superhuman egocentric attitude...super-proud stomach people... 

One thing i discover from my goal and aim at this year i was drag into the conclusion of..."IM SO SIMPLE YET CONFUSING" and hah ^^ its darn correct...of all the thoughts thats been roaming around my head for the past months starting this year, about this about that...complain about this and contradict on my own self decisions, almost gone trough the edge of all of that...face the conformity of my own taste...but then enlighten when i remember why i choose to live like i used to be today...and realize i just forget the things that made me happy and just feeling my blues so i have these kind of weird tantrums and sees them sore me to much...but then i realize all the things then another question comes up in my very pickle mind...WHY IM I LIKE THIS? then as the year almost comes to its finale to its halt...i was like hey!i was bump in my own ego and shadow...so im simple that is why im happy doing all the things i knew i love...ad thanks to God he never fails to remind me the things that is so important for a human soul...some may not understood me,but they dont matter because were the on's who manage our lives...we are the captain of our own ship...if it sinks then lets get the blame...if its successful say thank you to the people who never fails you also, because at the end of the day...we were the one's who will say Stop! its over...or Stop! thank you...& Stop! its too much...

L O V E ...maybe the hardest thing and the most indescribable feeling and the most fussy and delicate of all the human body to impose and understand...i've said this before im different when it comes to love because for me it possess a wide range of meaning and truth of feeling...

I really dont want seeing people very dumb when it comes to love, you cant say im too much of a rock...but lets talk and face reality because i also been into a relationship before...its not the reason of being single after that so they would say i dont understand what they are feeling sad about...they ask pathetic question on and on and on over and over again...its unending process of regrets... unsatisfaction... grievance... loneliness... morbid... sombre... mournful... rejected... and all that horrible stuff they think they are feeling...

thats all so lame for me...why choose to stick on sadness? theres more to life...yeah! lets put it this way the person is you think is all the world that means to you...the person is the reason why you are happy in the past...

they suddenly forgot that they meet the person just when they are about to feel the L O V E they say...they were the one's they say the reason why the word L O  V E have meaning to them...the truth is they forgot that they only meet the person when they are old the person who they JUST meet in school, office, place or whatever means of knowing a person today...they forgot that before that they are alone walking on the road of life...and in a glimpse of happiness with that person shattered they also feel they should stay on that room setting alone feeling so tormented apart and cant able to move on... their is one guy that i like the most but see what i mean by when i say i like the most? it doesn't mean there is something L O V E  struck in my head but the thought that before i was reading his blog and appreciate how he sees life ... i see myself in him... but again im wrong...i suddenly forgot one of my lessons God has given us...and that is - that i am not thinking twice before i say stupid praising to someone we

ll, thats my really bad habit hah ^^ thinking people are as good as my mother haha ans it serves me good to know that his not that strong as i see him, he dont see the world as i see it, how weird i am ^^ think so?

people sometime feel intimidated by me, and that makes me pissed off to them...why feel like that? i know i dont brag anything and to think im so simple if im in our house...all i do is   eat...watch movie...listen to music...go to church...spend time with my family...and i notice that the happiness it give me is very genuine as a true...it doesn't fade away its very remarkable that a relationship could give you...and the funny thing i believe about having committed to someone is that staying happy outside a relationship are so distressful...  

where as in a relationship you should not commit mistake or else everything will fall apart and i saw and foresee that before, im not afraid on falling in love, i just want to live my life the way i want to see the world as how lucky i am to see it...enjoy life and not to regret not doing everything i dream and i think i can...most of all i believe in my own understnadig that LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS TO WASTE and spending it to the wrong person, and still clinging to the past i just hope a friend could be enlighten...

well, i wanna have a toast for all the good and the bad happen in the past 9 months of year 2011 its awesome and full of adventurous ride to a woman like me...im enjoying my life...and i always got the dose of food i wanted...and i wanna share this here, for someday i will look at my life timeline i could scan the good and the bad experiences a person could go through and reminisce the feeling...well, its there still long ways to go through  before everything happens hah ^^ so im'about to say LETS CROSS THE BRIDGE WHEN I GET THERE...i dont wanna say the line I WILL BUILD A BRIDGE TO GET THERE...i dont want the second one because there is no need to hurry on knowing what should be done...it will be so boring if we force everything just do your thing and do it on the right way without hurting anyboody so the happiness you would feel is not fake and endless...

LEMONADE

this really taste good...very refreshing

SPINACH & MUSHROOM CROQUETTES 

YUMMY all of this...this is treat by my manager..she brought this yummy delish dish in the office this morning...you guys must try this very super delish...

^^ CHERIE ANN LINES