JUST SO YOU KNOW

" i will...i'll take the blame on myself...fine with me though...for i know i cant just take back what I've just said...

sorry if i offended you're ego...of being a real man?or by cheating on our friendship...i knew this will come...i thought i can escape... and im wrong...i cant just ask and say Can you just forget and forgive me? cause its a sensitive matter.... if only... but i dont believe on IF's... so to say i was really wrong from the start..." - these are the words FIRE wanted to post on ICE's page this morning...

she felt guilty about the awkward atmosphere between her and Ice, but she prefer not to... to avoid more conflicts and misunderstanding about the matter...of LOVE... she stares at the side bar and watch how fast the guy log out when he notice Fire's presence on the  networking site... tears fell down, she dont know how to be fine when she's not. Confused too on how Ice found out what she hides. They both are good friends for a long time, yet the situation feels too weird now. No one knows though whats secret she's hiding on her closet,that she never dared telling to anyone. Before Fire tries so hard to fight the feeling for her friend Ice. She then started to dont communicate to the guy, avoid a conversation with him, a move she later regrets. Thoughts are rambling on every corner of her mind, thoughts that is killing her,she doesn't know how to react and act to the situation... Ice might not directly showing he knows and directly avoiding her too, she knew it already... but a girl or even a man would know if someone is avoiding someone's presence.... and for Fire she doesn't like it too.... Fire thought that if loving Ice is betraying their friendship, she should have known this before hand so she can avoid the feeling, but she also know that she doesn't regret anything about it,if there's any...
Fire wanted to say "just so you know...that i've been on hell just to forget you! i know i cant be your girl, and i rather be your friend, than seeing you moving on,on forgetting me" 

Questions flew up on her mind... How did Ice know? What should i do, ignore the awkward moments too, or pretend there's nothing flaring? Should i regret i fell in love with Ice? Scold myself on avoiding Ice first? and random thoughts... what will happen to them,is the ending happy? or the other way round? ...

me too, i dont know, its up to their ego, a wise men can decipher they dont see...

characters : Fire - a girl, and is happy - Ice- a guy, and very cold

all i can say, if you dont like someone falls for you, you dont have to be rude to the person, take it as compliment or just ignore it. but being rude is not appreciated,there are nice way on doing it...we all have our own opinions, and im not a person of to many words much to say,, bully is not cool.  well, this is life... its the life were living and coping... i hope everyone is good ^^ anyways...im super excited for the SINULOG cant wait to post it here!

this is for my friend DONTMAKETHECUT...Jo, this is my canvass, and i got it too mushy, and light, i think i got it wrong, haha i use the lighter gray shade so this is the outcome,and i got my name so big in it...oh gosh, if i use black this should be clearer... but i hope you understand my thoughts here...