Thursday, December 15, 2011

FIRST MORNING MASS BEFORE CHRISTMAS ♥

this is one of the most memorable morning mass ive had...because for the first time...haha the mass was pause for almost 20 minutes,to give way to the Mnsgr./priest , the mass was about to reach its end, when suddenly before the peace be with you part, he was gone and haha i wasl ike, momma,where is he?Missing?...then i chuckle a bit...momma said,he goes to the CR...oh goodness hahaha ...well, thats the funny part but i also appreciate and overwhelmed with the neighborhood,the church was jam-packed this morning...im happy that people in our town didn't forget to attend the mass...and i hope to my self that i can finish this through out Christmas,and to continue what iv'e always done by the past few years...^^ 

IM SO EXCITED!...♥ ♥ ♥

and maybe tonight i will start buying my gifts for everyone...i feel awesome, cause i know i can share some happiness...we all know material things cant buy real happiness...but being able to feel that the real gift i wanna give this Christmas is that, what i really actually wanted to give them,they feel it right now...and im glad iv'e so rounded by good people...simple,yet honest enough to let you feel comfortable that your effort are not wasted...

at this time of the season...its very weird that im always a cry baby...^^ oh yeah, when i think of something right now, i always feel like crying...not because im sad...its because im always overwhelmed... thank God, the pain has faded perfectly without hurting myself...the hurt has faded but the love and happiness brought by it remains untouchable...maybe this is sounds weird...but its a matter of choice...i can see im no one compared to him, and that drives me to left the feelings behind and buried it there...soundless...they may think im such a coward...but to live in a country like ours who value so much dignity...maybe iv'e made it right to just keep it myself...its not easy but its cool cause it makes me push my self more further, take more risk on making decisions so i can help myself be better enough for the future...not to be better enough for someone...but to give credit to myself for such a pity now...hahahah revenge revenge! kidding aside, i haven't buy the Christmas tree , hah my momma reminded me this morning...before, when the first morning mass approaching we already have our xmas tree in our sala...but now i dont know the people were so busy doing nonsense with my self also...^^ but i will buy it tonight...stress...hahaha
so everybody! good luck to your Christmas welcoming...love love love ♥

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EGGPLANT  CHIPS  ↑
this is very addicting... again... what iv'e eat is a piece of heaven...awts...super shallowness of my happiness ...hahha i love food...

DELICIOSO!...

2 comments:

  1. The best gift that anyone can receive this holiday is the idea that our creator came here on earth to redeem our sins. It's always a comforting feeling.

    Aside from that, its the love that surrounds us no matter what.

    Merry Christmas. Have a happy holiday :)

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  2. @orange wit →...thank you for the comment, oh yeah, i also have this gift always with me every Christmas and even on normal days...without special occasions...wanna know? i always wanna give people around me HAPPINESS always...and LOVE...material things cant level this gift...i hope your happy this Christmas,i appreciate you drop some comments and find time to read my post...

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Thank you for the drop by...ciao fella ^^