Friday, December 9, 2011

TURNS UPSIDE DOWN...O_o

...i cant barely explain how my body aches so much right now...but still need to go to work...
iv'e shed my tears every time my upper back aches...i find myself biting my lips cause it hurts so much...cant wait to go home...i know...ive over used my body...but this time im really afraid...T_T  
afraid that this might be serious...iv'e known this for a long time, and i just neglected this...
maybe i should give myself a credit...im planing to go for a rest tomorrow...maybe a massage will make this feel better...

im encoding right now, and i cant turn around my neck...i dont have stiff neck but my upper back is very sore up to the edge of my nape...wow its very painful man! i want to leave for today, but i cant just left behind my work for today...theres work to be done...and tons of it! sakit talaga...this is the first time iv'e had this...and i dont know whats the reason for this...when i woke up this morning, twas like 5 in the morning , i was awakened due to the pain when i was about to move my body... so i lend my lower back to the other side so that i can push my body to get up...i feel so crippled... then i decided to take a walk outside...my brother ask me why i get up so early...i told him nothing...i dont want him burden this, malayo lang naman  to sa bituka...i dont want to distract him from studying...its his exam today...so i hope he gets the test done...maybe...of all the people around me, only him could make me take my life just for him..thats how important my brother is to me...i dont mind working just to support him, iv'e given half of my life just to help him, no regrets at all...even if i used too much everything iv'e learn just to give him and help him prepared for his life i will always openly do it...he maybe know i work hard for him, but he doesnt know how i sacrifice a lot for him...i can see naman his giving me credits...he respects me...his my only brother so i will fought a fight just for him...oh my! im so emotional when it comes to him..i dont ask anything from him...all im hoping is that he finish his studies...and thats all, when his over that he can do what he want...im laways here to guide him no matter ...

.gosh...im multi-tasking right now...encoding and blogging...^^ while my other hand is on the phone...haha pity myself...work overload weekend!...
this is why i love working...i can do what are the things and stuff people expect youre good to...and you also know that you are needed and your important on such aspect...i hope i can give justice to my report now...^^ well i need to go for now...i will just leave a short something ^^
this is my lunchy...
i love seeing the cafeteria tenants eye balls turns upside down...^^ irritating !
legumes...
everytime i buy my lunch...i just buy beef just seldom...but most of the time i buy veggies thats my lunch always...then the tenant would always smile and say again?... thats really getting into my nerves...cant they just mind their own business instead than asking too much to the buyer...^^ haha parang hindi naman siya kumakain ng gulay goodness! healthy kaya nun! if she dont want her customer to but veggies from her servings then why would she cooked veggies...duh...^^ isnt cool though...why do people cant mind their selves , and instead bug others...grrrr hahaha i just really dont like people that are too much...im just a simple woman and i am too honest to not mind your business if it doesn't deals with me at all...i just care less about others life...it doesnt mean i dont care for people but i know my limitations...ya understand? hope so...ayuko kasi nakikialam sa life ng ibang tao...well this maybe the first post i guess if im not mistaken, that iv'e used tagalog words , im realizing i have tagalog readers now...but ive chosen simple english cause i have a spanish friend , she always read my blog and she might not understand some of it...she tries to write english on her blog...and good for her quite cool...her grammar are cute...^^ balibaliktad lang naman minsan ^^ i miss her anyways... hey! Cherie miss you my friend!  

4 comments:

  1. hiiiiii its amazing the things you write, some of them really inspires me, i saw your coment on my blog and i just felt really bad becaues i was with some many things in my head and y just forgot to blog for such a long time, and i just realise now how much i miss to tell my things and to feel that someone read them and care. i hope your life its going great and from now on my blog its back to the road.

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  2. OMG!prior to what ive posted...i dont know if you know that was you whom im telling about hahah ^^ i miss reading your journey...i will visit on your blog after when im done with my paper works...im glad your back! i also hope your okay...im soooo happy!

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  3. awwwwwwwwwww i just realiced you were talking about me haha im sorry sometimes im slow haha cute my gramar? i think it sucks but its something haaha i really love your bolg its so dam cool.

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  4. your grammar?no it doesnt suck...haha for someone like you,your way to good writing english and knowing its not really your language i think thats by far one of your best,i also hope you'd understand our language but its not that easy to understand such one,and im thankful and i like the way your connected to lelove's blog...and you also love blogging and you understand art works...

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Thank you for the drop by...ciao fella ^^