45 days 8 hours left

For the past few days that im doing every aspects my life has to be, for all the busy days that cause my back so much pain, it was all worth it... before i dont give value money...im not a brat nor a money waster,i just dont praise money... and now i still dont...the only difference is that i value money now to support my life, its hypocrite when you say you dont need money and can live without money...Oh yeah?you can?prove it... cause as far as i know its hard to live and supports life of a person without money, we dont need to mean billions of money...all im saying is enough money to supports life, maybe thats how i look at it right now...

money can buy me good food, comfortable dress, a place to live, and things to goes on everything... it doesn't mean you have to earn more than from the other because you want to buy happiness...  sometimes its wrong to say money cant buy happiness ... now i object! money can buy me happiness... my happiness is food...

delicious food, that are very scarce to many of family who die and suffers from famine...

i mean not only in our country but also to other countries around the globe...  i really dont waste food, cause i know, a little of you have is better than everything you dont...

i hope people realize that mistakes done should not pass and smear to one person only...we all commit mistakes in life , the only difference is that we are too pathetic that we are afraid to say we've mistaken...

were too much afraid to be pointed out and cowardly lie proudly in front of others...

i really hate people who always complain for a general mistake...how pathetic?... cant just look at themselves then ask if they done enough to help or just too selfish to doesn't care...

we are living in pathological unsatisfied world...

so theres no need to brag or complain for something...instead say thank you always for the day you've seen the day and say goodbye at night... we never know what lies ahead today...

that is why i dont think negative things i just enjoy the life i had to live...

that is why i always realize the things i should do...

exactly 45 days and less than 8 hours left before Christmas... im kinda excited a lilbit... it will mean a lot to me...

this has been a good year for me, i hope that next year it would also... and im excited for the food...haha i always crave food... there's nothing we could do about it... 

WHAT I ATE... IS SURPRISINGLY GOOD...